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Confession .310. You Can’t Hurt My Feelings, But I Like Pain…

Your honor, i’m a freak bitch, handcuffs, leashes
Switch my wig, make Him feel like He cheating…

Confession .310.  You Can't Hurt My Feelings, But I Like Pain...

So…. i’m not really gonna talk about this song… but rather bring up something that came up last night during a workshop i was leading…

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Posted in Collabor88, Events, Life, New Releases

Confession .245. Actions Speak Louder Than Words Do, It’s Pretty Quiet, Isn’t It?

Yeah, they say when we grow up
You’ll understand when you’re older
Guess i’m still a kid, i don’t know if
if i’ll ever let go of this…

Confession .245.  Actions Speak Louder Than Words Do, It's Pretty Quiet, Isn't It?

Taking advantage of finally having some up-time from my connection by taking another photo and trying to get this post up.  Lol.  i promise i’m gonna keep trying to get as much done as i can during the times i can connect.  i feel terrible, because “Level 1” Tech Support people can’t really do anything about this issue but make a notation on the account that i called again, but i finally kinda lost my shit when i called yesterday.  Poor guy.  But maybe when he writes down just how upset i was, the rest of the techs will take the issue seriously.

Anyway… occasionally i find a song that speaks to me in such a way that there aren’t any supplemental words i can provide that i feel will communicate better than the lyrics themselves do.  Today is one of those days, so the content of today’s blog post are the lyrics to this song.  And i hope Y/you enjoy.  ♥

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Posted in Collabor88, Events, Hair Fair 2018, PocketShop, Uber

Confession .212. Cause Certain Things Hurt, And You’re My Only Virtue…

There’s something about You
It’s when You get angry, You have me at Your mercy…
And You’re like the shoulder to turn to
Cause certain things mend us when we’re hanging on for dear life
We held on so tight…

Confession .212.  Cause Certain Things Hurt, And You're My Only Virtue...

Lately I’ve been getting back into freeform poetry written for speaking aloud… and so don’t be surprised if a lot of my posts become sharing some of these with you – like the last post I did, and my post today.

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Posted in Events, Life, New Releases, Red Light District, Vanity Event

Confession .199. To Your Major, I’m Minor, Breaking Every Single Chord You Play…

I’m sweet wine, but You want whiskey
I just wish I could be strong enough…
Still a faded Polaroid
But I can’t be something that I have never been…

https://www.flickr.com/photos/riki-tiki-tivi/28574878767/in/dateposted-public/

Oh, look!  It’s not just me in here today!  Lol.  Thank you, Magnus, for putting up with my shit lately, and especially in this photo.

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Posted in Events, FaMeshed, Kustom 9, Life, New Releases, Rewind

Confession .193. You’re Just Shooting Blanks…

So what are you after, don’t You like my colours?
I’m confident, and I know it scares ya, scares ya
Bye bye, good riddance, the rules have been re-written
I’m better without You, and that’s the truth
Not part of Your agenda…

Confession .193.  You're Just Shooting Blanks...

Well then.  That was an unexpected hiatus.  My bad.  But hello again!

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Posted in Events, Life, New Releases, Vintage Fair

Confession .192. I Will Leave The Light On…

If You look into the distance, there’s a house upon the hill
Guiding like a lighthouse, it’s a place where You’ll be safe
To feel our grace
Cause we’ve all made mistakes
If You’ve lost Your way…

Confession .192.  I Will Leave The Light On...

“And I know You’re down and out now, but I need you to be brave.  Hiding from the truth ain’t gonna make this all ok.  I see Your pain.  If You don’t feel Your grace, and You’ve lost Your way… I will leave the light on.”

The last couple weeks have been… a lot.  Like… a lot, a lot.

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Confession .179. I’m Losing My Mind, Just A Little…

So pull me closer
Why don’t You pull me close?
Why don’t You come on over?
I can’t just let You go…

Confession .179.  I'm Losing My Mind, Just A Little...

Finally!  The moment I promised you.  I have 3 store cards to Zibska to give away, and per my usual, I’m going to do it through RaffleCopter.  Please make sure when you’re entering with one or multiple methods, that you leave your Legacy Name, not your Display name, so that I can contact you if you win.

I have 1 L$1,000 gift card to Zibska, and 2 L$500 gift cards, so I’ll be pulling 3 winners.  ♥

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Confession .175. These Hands Could Hold The World, But It’ll Never Be Enough…

All the shine of a thousand spotlights
All the stars that we steal from the night sky
Will never be enough
Never be enough…

Confession .175.  These Hands Could Hold The World, But It'll Never Be Enough...

“I’m trying to hold my breath… let it stay this way… can’t let this moment end…”

I’m struggling.  And the only thing I know to do when I’m struggling is to write about it… so you’re getting a bit of a glimpse into my head and my heart at the moment.  If you don’t want that, then feel free to scroll to the end for credits and I’ll see you next time.  ♥

To the rest of you, hi…

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Posted in Blush Event, Events, Life, New Releases, Powder Pack for Catwa (February), Whore Couture

Confession .174. I Think She Means Well, But Man I Can’t Tell…

Immediately we find out then
That I can be blamed for this
Well, then You just figured out today…
And You’re so sweet You say
Go now and get Your own life and live it Your way…

Confession .174.  I Think She Means Well, But Man I Can't Tell...

This picture is having a ‘thick thighs save lives’ moment.  And I’m here for it.

Today’s outfit is kinda special… for a completely unspecial reason. Lol.  Let me tell you a story…

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Posted in Collabor88, Events, Life, New Releases, Powder Pack for Catwa (December), The Chapter Four, Uber

Confession .163. Always Let The Bullshit Dominate My Focus…

Hey, we’re just kids, don’t it feel lovely
We sip rum and write songs til we feel funny
Outside til sunrise, we ain’t finished
Hey ma, give me five more minutes…

Confession .163.  Always Let The Bullshit Dominate My Focus...

Consider yourself warned.  Today is a little more serious.  Both in a good and a ‘sad’ way.  So, if that’s not your game today, then I’ll see you next time!  ♥

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