Confession .168. I’ll Use You As A Warning Sign…

I’ll use you as a makeshift gauge
Of how much to give and how much to take…

Don’t ask about the concept behind this picture.  It makes sense in my head.  *laughs*

But it IS in the same room as the last one.  Sorry, not sorry.

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Confession .166. What Aspergers Feels Like…

I’m not a stranger to the dark
Hide away, they say, cause we don’t want your broken parts
I’ve learned to be ashamed of all my scars
Run away, they say, no one will love you as you are…

A lot of you reacted well to the last post I put up… giving you an insight into my brain when it comes to anxiety and when I’m feeling anxious… how that affects me… and why my behavior patterns might not seem normal to you, but they are very normal to me, giving what’s going on in my mind at that time.

Because of this, I thought I’d let you take a peek into the other bit of myself that affects me deeply… I’m an Aspie.  As a bonus, you’ll see my anxiety make a guest appearance as well.

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Confession .165. What Anxiety Feels Like…

I have so much more to offer
But I’m doing nothing about it…
I’m not good enough…

Sometimes I withdraw from you all… either via not posting in this blog, or I *actually* withdraw from those of you that know me in-world.   I don’t talk, I avoid the places I usually hang out at… or I just don’t log in at all.  I’m short, moody… and a lot of you tend to wonder, “What the fuck is wrong with you today?”

So… that’s what I’m going to talk about today.  This is what anxiety feels like.

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Confession .164. What Everyone Wondered, We Never Questioned…

We were crazy, tragic and epic, and so amazing
I’ll always wear the crown that You gave me
We will always stay lost in forever
And they’ll remember
We were legends…

Ohai.  I figured it was time to blog this dress/sweater situation, because I’ve always gravitated back into it since it came out.  I’m a sucker for a good cropped sweater, though… and the fit of any Blueberry dress is to DIE for… so here you go.  If you somehow live under a rock and didn’t know this release was a thing… scroll down.

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Confession .162. If You Like Someone, Don’t Blatantly Bite From Them…

God, sorry if I sound too do-goody
But for the sake of our community
I’ma take the opportunity to let you know
There’s another stage after puberty…

Ok.  So.  I’m going to start this post by saying… sorry, not sorry.  Everything I say in here is, and always has been, solely my opinion.  That’s what my blog is for.  To share my passion for photos and fashion in SL, along with my own personal thoughts about whatever is going on in my life at the moment.

And what’s going on in my life right now is all this Backdrop City drama.

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Confession .161. No One Can Walk Away Truly Alive…

Are You the cure or disease
Do You still take as You please?
Are You the cure or are You the disease?

So… I took and edited these pictures yesterday… and then got distracted, so I never did the post.  Oops.

Also, Merry Belated Christmas and Happy Belated New Year, since I haven’t blogged since both of those holidays have passed.  I kinda got caught up in the holidays around in RL, the end of the POE 10 hunt in SL, and then my muse just… took a vacation.  Like, I couldn’t look at things in my inventory – bought or otherwise – and figure out something I wanted to put together.

I spent weeks in the same outfit, and I was lucky if I even changed colors.  LOL.  That was the point I was at before yesterday.

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