All the shine of a thousand spotlights All the stars that we steal from the night sky Will never be enough Never be enough…
“I’m trying to hold my breath… let it stay this way… can’t let this moment end…”
I’m struggling. And the only thing I know to do when I’m struggling is to write about it… so you’re getting a bit of a glimpse into my head and my heart at the moment. If you don’t want that, then feel free to scroll to the end for credits and I’ll see you next time. ♥
I got too high again when I realized I can’t not be with You Or be just Your friend I love you to death, but I just can’t, I just can’t pretend We were lovers first, confidants, but never friends Were we ever friends?
I’m back! Sorry it took me, like, a whole week to get my shit together after my mini-vacation in New Orleans. It was just such an amazing time, and I came back ready to hit the ground running on some other stuff, I kinda tripped and forgot the whole “take pictures” aspect of my life. Lol. Never again!
Well, that’s a lie… I’ll probably flake again at some point. But never purposely, and never because I don’t love youuuu!
And don’t believe the narcissism Where everyone projects and expects you to listen to ’em Make no mistake, I live in a prison That I built myself, it is my religion And they say that I am the sick boy Easy to say, when you don’t take the risk, boy Welcome to the narcissism Where we’re united under our indifference…
I run out of stuff to say… often. That probably doesn’t seem likely, or possible, to some of you… but I do run out of stuff to say.
And then some of y’all open your mouths and remind me why people irritate me.
I got issues and chips on both of my shoulders Reputation precedes me; in rumors I’m knee-deep The truth it’s easier to ignore it, believe me…
I feel like I’m… less covered than I have been lately, but then when I went back on my Flickr to look at my last several blog posts, I realized that y’all don’t see me look like a bum like I do half the time that I’m not blogging… like… jeans and a hoodie are my staple… rarely am I wearing shoes… you all only ever get to see the pretties when I make an actual EFFORT to get dressed. Haha.