Confession .240. Cause It’s Hard To Find The Silver Lining In The Bittersweet…

Oh, Mr. Man Upstairs
i know You’re tuning in up there, way up there
Would You care to answer my question?

i don’t really know how to summarize or prepare y’all for what is in this post today.  So… just… yeah.  Sorry.

Confession .239. The Pointless Conversations With The Old Me…

i wish S/somebody woulda told me
“If you want love, you gon’ have to go through the pain
If you want love, you gon’ have to learn how to change
If you want trust, you gon’ have to give some away…”

i’m obsessed with this hair.  Sorry, not sorry, if Y/you see it more often in my SL and in future posts in various configurations.

Confession .238. And I Hope It Hurts Like Hell…

i know i’m messing up Your mind…
The Devil got You good this time…
And i hope it hurts like hell…

Some know what’s coming… some have no idea… either way, welcome.  ♥

Confession .237. I Once Was A Girl With Dignity And Grace…

Could You find a way to let me down slowly?
A little sympathy i hope You can show me…

This weekend was… well… let me start from the beginning…

Confession .236. And I Talk In Circles, But At Least I Say What I Mean…

And i may not be a genius
i’m just a girl with some reasons to stay Plain Jane
But i won’t go til You hear me
i’ll make sure not to leave before You know my name…

“So if i should die tomorrow, i’ll die with all of me (all of me).  And if i give back the time that i’ve borrowed, i’ll know i gave everything (everything).”

Confession .235. And What About You, Mr. Poetry?

My kind of time’s meant to carelessly spend
My kind of nights are the ones that don’t end
My kind of fun doesn’t make any sense
And my kind of love, You won’t ever forget…

Well… happy freaking new year.  Lol.  Just like i said yesterday on Facebook, you’re not going to get some kind of “new year, new me” post out of me… because honestly, half the time i’m terrible at meeting goals, but to be perfectly frank?  No one can really, truly, drastically change who they are.  You’re given the body, the mind, the heart, the soul you’re given… and you can just work to improve it, to grow, and to learn… but you can’t expect to just be able to change everything.  And certainly not in 365 days.  So no… not ‘new year, new me’… just… new year, improving me.