Confession .368. Today It’s As Dark As My Roots…

Now all of my oceans have riptides
Can’t seem to find what’s wrong
The whole world is letting me down…

My avatar is a bit of a mood ring for me, sometimes. I’m so used to changing everything as often as I feel like – a simple scroll back through my Flickr feed will show you how often I change my avatar. Lol.

Confession .367. You Get Back What You Put In…

Cycles, Change
Completion of a Cycle
Positive change, End of delays, A lucky break

The Wheel of Fortune card allows you to gain a deeper understanding of life’s cycles of change. Its imagery has mystical, astrological, and occult symbolism, showing that many of the forces influencing our lives are mysterious and invisible.

Confession .366. I Just Need A Moment In My Own Space…

The older I get, I feel like I’m always tryna save time
Talkin’ to the voices in my head, they make me think twice
Tellin’ me it doesn’t mean it’s wrong because it feels right…

I don’t make friends very easily. Between things that I have no control over and things I simply haven’t put in the effort to control, I either just can’t seem to relate to other P/people enough to make friends, or once I make them I will find some way to sabotage the friendship. It usually goes one of a few ways, and this year I resolved that I was going to actively work on it.

Confession .365. It’s Ok To Be Different, Cause, Baby, So Am I…

Can you hear the whispers all across the room?
You feel her eyes all over you like cheap perfume
You’re beautiful, but misunderstood
So why you tryna’ be just like the neighborhood?

I hope you’ll forgive my not having much to say today. I wanted to get a post out because I have something super exciting to announce…

Confession .364. I Feel Safe In The 5AM Light…

Jump into the heat
Spinnin’ on our feet
In a technicolour beat…
You and me
Caught up in a dream
In a technicolour beat…

I’m in another kinda state where I want to post this photo, but I don’t know what to write, so I’m going to write you the same thing I’ve written on Facebook today, as well as in my journal.

Confession .363. Do You Still Get Drunk When You’re Sad, Girl?

Blink of an eye, time flew by
Everything changed like that
When the lights go off, the music stops
Do you wish someone would ask?

Sometimes I do wish someone would ask…

Confession .362. Everything Could Stay The Same Or We Could Change It All…

Around, the shadows creep
Like friends, they cover me
Just wanna lay me down and finally try to get some sleep…

Summer Camp is still going on, and I absolutely fell in LOVE with this blush to give me the gentle almost-sunburnt look.

Confession .361. Will You Hold Me Tight And Not Let Go?

And now Your song is on repeat
And I’m dancin’ on to Your heartbeat
And when You’re gone, I feel incomplete
So if You want the truth
I just wanna be part of Your symphony…

I’m back amongst the realm of the living – sort of. I’ve been down with some kind of virus for the last week that I’ve assumed was just the flu (had a negative covid test, so no lectures about getting tested, please lol) and I’m finally starting to feel a bit more like myself.

Confession .360. Alpha Playing Beta Not To Upset Your Ego…

Tried to tell me that I’m nothing
And to know my worth
Well, ‘Big Bad Daddy’, I’m a wolf, yeah…

So… this happened. Lol. Honestly, it’s all Lelutka and Heaux’s fault – I couldn’t possibly see the soft boy skin that Heaux released for the new male Lelutka heads and NOT try it out… then when I tried it, I fell in love, and welp… here we are.

Confession .359. But What If I Don’t Feel Like I’m Beautiful?

Maybe I’m not pretty, maybe I’m just fun
‘Cause I got a belly and I got a bum
And I’m always jelly of all the other ones
With their itty bitty bellies and their rump-ump-ump-bums…

I’ve blogged this song before, but it popped back up in my recommended and wound up on repeat again. The whole thing is worth a listen if Y/you have the time. 🙂