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Confession .213. The Only Heaven I’ll Be Sent To Is When I’m Alone With You…

No Masters or Kings when the Ritual begins
There is no sweeter innocence than O/our gentle sin
In the madness and soil of this sad earthly scene
Only then I am human, only then I am clean…

Confession .213.  The Only Heaven I'll Be Sent To Is When I'm Alone With You...

Oh, come on, it’s almost October.  Did you expect anything less of me?  ♥

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Confession .212. Cause Certain Things Hurt, And You’re My Only Virtue…

There’s something about You
It’s when You get angry, You have me at Your mercy…
And You’re like the shoulder to turn to
Cause certain things mend us when we’re hanging on for dear life
We held on so tight…

Confession .212.  Cause Certain Things Hurt, And You're My Only Virtue...

Lately I’ve been getting back into freeform poetry written for speaking aloud… and so don’t be surprised if a lot of my posts become sharing some of these with you – like the last post I did, and my post today.

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Confession .211. I Light The Match To Taste The Heat…

I ride the edge, my speed goes in the red
Hot blood, these veins, my pleasure is their pain
I love the watch the castles burn
These golden ashes turn to dirt

Confession .211.  I Light The Match To Taste The Heat...

I feel like I should apologize for the dark place my head has been lately – but at the same time I feel like I shouldn’t… because it’s not a new thing, my mind has always been this twisted… it’s just… finally coming out to play?  And not all darkness is bad, so… there’s that.  ♥

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Confession .210. Tear Me To Pieces, Skin And Bone…

Thought I found a way
Thought I found a way, yeah
But You never go away
So I guess I gotta stay now…

Confession .210.  Tear Me To Pieces, Skin And Bone...

This is going to be one of those random rambling blog posts that don’t really make sense to anyone not inside my own head… so, if you read this and don’t understand, don’t worry… you may not be meant to.

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Confession .209. I’m A Survivor In More Ways Than You Know…

All the pain and the truth, I wear like a battle wound
So ashamed, so confused, I was broken and bruised
Now I’m a Warrior – now I’ve got thicker skin
I’m a Warrior – I’m stronger than I’ve ever been
And my armor is made of steel – you can’t get in
I’m a Warrior – and you will never hurt me again…

Confession .209.  I'm A Survivor In More Ways Than You Know...

Please be aware, what I’m talking about today has to do with the themes of rape, sexual assault, violation of consent, other forms of domestic and sexual violence, and suicide.  If these are triggers for you, you may not wish to proceed further.

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Confession .208. Will Somebody Let Me See The Light Within The Dark Trees Shadowing?

Will You hold the line when every one of them has given up and given in?
Tell me, in this house of mine, nothing every comes without a consequence or cost
Tell me, will the stars align?  Will heaven step in, will it save us from our sin?  Will it?
Cause this house of mine stands strong…

Confession .208.  Will Somebody Let Me See The Light Within The Dark Trees Shadowing?

“Cut until it bleeds, inside a world without the peace.  Face it – a bit of the truth.  The truth.”

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Confession .207. Turns Out I’m Your Favorite Thing To Discuss…

Nothing that you say is mildly true
Spit deceit through shift smiles
Two faces you’ve had for awhile
You act like such a fucking child…

Confession .207.  Turns Out I'm Your Favorite Thing To Discuss...

Today, I’d like to have a fun little chat about gaslighting – so please consider this your trigger warning for subjects like self-harm, psychological/mental abuse, and other similar themes.  If you click off for this reason, then see you next time!  ♥

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