My kind of time’s meant to carelessly spend
My kind of nights are the ones that don’t end
My kind of fun doesn’t make any sense
And my kind of love, You won’t ever forget…
Well… happy freaking new year. Lol. Just like i said yesterday on Facebook, you’re not going to get some kind of “new year, new me” post out of me… because honestly, half the time i’m terrible at meeting goals, but to be perfectly frank? No one can really, truly, drastically change who they are. You’re given the body, the mind, the heart, the soul you’re given… and you can just work to improve it, to grow, and to learn… but you can’t expect to just be able to change everything. And certainly not in 365 days. So no… not ‘new year, new me’… just… new year, improving me.
Continue reading “Confession .235. And What About You, Mr. Poetry?”
Feel the fury closing in, all resistance wearing thin
Nowhere to run from all of this havoc
Nowhere to hide from all of this madness, madness, madness
Madness, Madness, Madness
This song! Then again, i find myself obsessed with just about everything Ruelle, Svercina, and Fleurie lately… which is alllll Nova’s fault for getting me into Shadowhunters in the first place. Powerful, dramatic music with even more powerful female vocals… *swoons*
So much so i’m putting this particular song on stage in January!
Continue reading “Confession .234. I See That Look In Your Eyes, It Makes Me Go Blind…”
We go like up til i’m sleep on Your chest
Love how my face fits so good in Your neck
Why can’t You imagine a world like that?
Lord. i took this photo Christmas Eve, edited it Christmas morning, and then didn’t get to post it until right now. i’m doing this thing where i’m trying to focus more in the moment when i’m with someone/doing something rather than multitasking with 600 things, and honestly it’s been so good.
Continue reading “Confession .233. Imagine A World Like That…”
Do You know what You’re doin?
Whose feelings that You’re hurtin’ and bruisin’?
You gon gain the whole world, but is it worth the girl that You losin’?
Be careful with me…
i’m still alive, i promise. i’ve just been pledging and unable to change out of my uniform for the most part. But after having most of my individual stuff done, i got permission to change to bring you this outfit today, so thank the Big Sisters. -laughs-
Continue reading “Confession .232. Thinkin’ I’m Flawed Because You Inconsistent…”
Did W/we light too many matches?
Turn O/ourselves into these ashes?
Did W/we throw it all away?
Did W/we throw it all away?
I’m usually anti anything having to do with the Youtube algorithm, because of how often it screws over some of my favorite creators, but i DO have to say that the mixes it makes for me based on stuff i’ve listened to and stuff that it thinks sound similar are absolute fire. (No pun intended…)
Continue reading “Confession .231. Is There A Way Out?”
The endless of darkness is hovering
The sound of the silence is deafening
Ten billion decibels shattering
People ask me sometimes why i withdraw from people and places that i used to frequent and enjoy being around. Most of the time, my answers to this question are varied, and can sometimes be an over-reaction to a perception i have about a P/person or situation. Today, though, today was different.
Continue reading “Confession .230. I’m Drawn To The Unknown, Where Shadows Hide…”
i can’t breathe, i can’t be
i can’t be what You want me to be
Believe me this one time
When it gets cold in the South, that’s when you know winter is ‘officially’ here. When i, in Southern Alabama, get cold, that means it’s winter. -laughs- And my favorite Papillon market sim just changed over to winter and snow this week as well, so that’s what came as the inspiration for this photo.
Continue reading “Confession .229. Integrity, Faith, and Crocodile Tears…”