And i need You to know that W/we’re falling so fast
W/we’re falling like the stars – falling in love
And i’m not scared to say those words, with You i’m safe
W/we’re falling like the stars – falling in love…
You mayyyy already know what this is… but… hear me out anyway. *giggles*
Continue reading “Confession .256. I Swear To God When I Come Home, I’ll Never Let Go…”
The scar i can’t reverse
When the more it heals, the more it hurts
Gave You every piece of me, no wonder it’s missing
Don’t know how to be so close to Someone so distant…
i didn’t exactly intend for this to come out looking bridal – i just liked the color combination and loved the style of this gown, but i suppose it’s appropriate with what’s been on my mind lately. Demons from my past…
Continue reading “Confession .250. Thought We Built A Dynasty Like Nothing Ever Made…”
Got the hustle on the gun I’m about to work it
Looking at you in my ride, yeah, you endorse it
Make some noise, this is my night, got you on the guest list
Acting up with me tonight, you’ll never forget this…
i don’t understand P/people sometimes…. Let me explain…
Continue reading “Confession .249. Be The Problem; Call Me Problematic…”
As i choke on flames, You light up Your torch
Each of my defeats if Your victory
And i walk barefoot on a field of swords
You have Mastered the art of Cruelty…
Ok, after surviving for a week and a half on my “i think this might be a workaround” theory, i can safely say that i think it’s the only workaround i’ve got. i have to keep my avi logged online, even when i’m afk at night asleep, in order to keep the connection open. Buuuut by keeping the connection open, i’m not crashing our or anything. So that tells me the problem was with SL trying to open whatever connection it needed through my ISP – that’s the part that was getting overloaded. It doesn’t do anything nefarious when it’s actually logged in. So basically that just means i have to stay logged in.
But i’m game to do that for awhile if it means being able to take photos and get work done on a consistent basis again. 2 months of that was too much. So please bear with me while i play a bit of catch-up.
Continue reading “Confession .247. Fall On Rosy Thorns For A Taste Of Lethal Bliss…”
Oh, Mr. Man Upstairs
i know You’re tuning in up there, way up there
Would You care to answer my question?
i don’t really know how to summarize or prepare y’all for what is in this post today. So… just… yeah. Sorry.
Continue reading “Confession .240. Cause It’s Hard To Find The Silver Lining In The Bittersweet…”
i know i’m messing up Your mind…
The Devil got You good this time…
And i hope it hurts like hell…
Some know what’s coming… some have no idea… either way, welcome. ♥
Continue reading “Confession .238. And I Hope It Hurts Like Hell…”
The endless of darkness is hovering
The sound of the silence is deafening
Ten billion decibels shattering
People ask me sometimes why i withdraw from people and places that i used to frequent and enjoy being around. Most of the time, my answers to this question are varied, and can sometimes be an over-reaction to a perception i have about a P/person or situation. Today, though, today was different.
Continue reading “Confession .230. I’m Drawn To The Unknown, Where Shadows Hide…”