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Confession .304. Deep Down, When No One’s Around, You’ve Got A Heart Of Gold – Where Is It Now?

Charlotte, would You still care
If You knew i was hurting?
i miss my Friend, it’s like i’m missing
Parts of me i didn’t know
And now i’ve got to let them go
But i…
i just wanna know if You’re still fine…

Confession .304.  Deep Down, When No One's Around, You've Got A Heart Of Gold - Where Is It Now?

i don’t have another way to get to You…

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Posted in Events, Life, New Releases, ROMP, The Liaison Collaborative

Confession .301. So I Took A Breath And Made A Wish And Blew Them All Away…

When I was a little girl, my mama said to me
“What’s your favorite flower, darling? I’ll get you the seed”
I said “Dandelion, Dandelion, ” that one’s so pretty
She said, “Child, that one’s not a flower, that one’s just a weed”

Confession .301.  So I Took A Breath And Made A Wish And Blew Them All Away...

Oh, what a same.  Now it don’t look the same.  Guess it don’t look the same.  Oh, what a shame.

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Posted in Equal10, Events, Life, New Releases, ROMP, Salon 52

Confession .294. It’s A Terrible Feeling Being The Ghost On The Wall That’s Always Disappearing…

i’m a wanderer
i weave my way by dancing
In hopes that the cool kids will ask me to stay
i’m invisible to bright lights
Just standing on the side line waiting for a standing ovation
That i know just isn’t mine…

Confession .294.  It's A Terrible Feeling Being The Ghost On The Wall That's Always Disappearing...

It’s been a long time since i’ve done one of these… but it feels like it’s needed right now…

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Posted in eBento, Events, Kustom 9, Life, New Releases

Confession .290. Not Wishing The Best, Cause I Was That For You…

Cause You said this then did that
Took my heart, gave it back
How do You expect me to be happy for You?

Confession .290.  Not Wishing The Best, Cause I Was That For You...

Honestly, this song has absolutely nothing to do with how i’m feeling at the moment.  i just fell down the Youtube black hole and had never heard of her before, and i love her lyrics.  i’m actually in a pretty good mood, all things considered.

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Posted in Anthem, Events, Kustom 9, Life, New Releases

Confession .286. Intoxicated By Your Reputation, I Can See The Mischief In Your Eyes…

I gave you all I had to lose
My skin, my soul, my finest jewels
You stole it all for someone new, and then
You gave away the best of me
My sins, my sweetest ecstasy
To someone worth much less than me
Yeah, you’re my Robin Hood…

Confession .286.  Intoxicated By Your Reputation, I Can See The Mischief In Your Eyes...

This is the last one for You.  i’ve given You control over me for the longest, even when You didn’t deserve it.  And when You didn’t do anything that warranted it.  And even when You did everything within Your power to destroy it, and me.  So this is the last one for You, Robin Hood.

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Posted in Anybody, Belle, Collabor88, Events, Life, New Releases

Confession .282. Art Is Not What I Create; What I Create Is Chaos…

You’re dripping like a saturated sunrise
You’re spilling like an overflowing sink
You’re ripped at every edge but You’re a masterpiece
And now You’re tearing through the pages and the ink…

Confession .282.  Art Is Not What I Create; What I Create Is Chaos...

Today i read a letter out loud that i wrote to my “Future Self” about a month ago now.  While a month might not seem like a long time to most of Y/you, especially to re-read a ‘future self’ type letter… it’s been a month of recovery, rebuilding, and growth.  i found it very effective, and so i’ve decided i’m going to share it with Y/you.  Be gentle.  These are pieces of me that i’m entrusting Y/you with…

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Posted in Anybody, Belle, Events, FaMeshed, Life, New Releases

Confession .280. Just Let It Be, I’m In Recovery…

i know you wanna say you’re sorry
But i’ve already heard that story
i don’t wanna be your fool anymore…
Can’t you see i’m in recovery?

Confession .280.  Just Let It Be, I'm In Recovery...

Today i decided to do something a little bit different – record a video!  i dunno… why not?  E/everyone else and their brother in SL does this, and i just couldn’t find a good photo i liked until AFTER i recorded the video in order to do a traditional blog post, so i figured i’d give this a shot.  This is my first video, so play nice.  Scroll to the bottom beneath the credits where the ‘blogging tune’ is for the video!  Flickr wanted to be rude.

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Posted in Events, Life, New Releases, The Arcade

Confession .277. I’m Not Something To Butter Up And Taste When You Get Bored…

And now i can’t stop thinking that i can’t stop thinking
That i almost gave You everything
And now the whole thing’s finish and i can’t stop wishing
That i never gave You anything…

Confession .277.  I'm Not Something To Butter Up And Taste When You Get Bored...

i make mistakes.  A lot.  One of which that is a common recurrence in my Second Life is terrible relationship decisions.  i didn’t really talk about my release because i was focused on other things at the time, but also because i was ashamed to admit that it didn’t work.  Because i knew i wouldn’t.  Right from the very beginning, i knew.  But i did it anyway.

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