And it feels like yesterday was a year ago
But I don’t wanna let anybody know
‘Cause everybody wants something from me now
And I don’t wanna let ’em down
Today has been… interesting. Have you ever had one of those moments where you kinda hope someone will come clean to you about something that may or may not be no longer your business… but at one point it very much was? Does that even make any sense? Let me explain…
Continue reading “Confession .285. And If I’m Being Honest, It Might’ve Been A Nightmare…”
So let me just give up, let me just let go
If this isn’t good for me, well, i don’t wanna know
Let me just stop trying, let me just stop fighting
i don’t need Your good advice or reasons why i’m alright
You don’t know what it’s like…
Hopelessness is a feeling with unfathomable depth. Each time Y/you think Y/you’ve hit rock bottom with it, S/someone or something else can push Y/you just a little bit deeper. Let Y/you sink just a little bit further down… and at some point i worry that i won’t have enough oxygen left to swim to the surface. It’s a dangerous game of chicken to play, and eventually, S/someone’s going to lose.
Continue reading “Confession .265. You Don’t Know What It’s Like…”
Our chemistry’s irrefutable
And i’ll love You til You die…
i’ll come to Your funeral
But i won’t promise to cry…
i’m avoiding talking about Azuri. Hate me for it if Y/you want to, but i will talk about it when i’m ready – and i’m just not quite ready yet.
Continue reading “Confession .261. Trust Me When I Tell You Not To Touch Me…”
You love em sick, dig up all the ugly shit
Then You offer up Your remedy
Your tightened lips never let Your secrets slip
Your repressed memories aren’t impressing me…
i sat down last night with every intention of listening to Gabbie Hanna’s 2WayMirror EP all the way through. i warned Y/you all i would be all about it when it came out, and to expect posts with the songs. The problem is, i started listening to this first song and it wound up on repeat all night… so i still haven’t heard any of the rest of the album!
Continue reading “Confession .258. You Like Broken Girls Cause They Make You Feel Put Together…”
i’m bracin for impact, leave my heart intact
i wish You never came around
New situation with low expectations
You still managed to let me down…
If Y/you’ve been here for any length of time, you know i’m an absolute stan for Gabbie Hanna, and she’s releasing a new EP tomorrow (5/31). Recently she released a video that was a behind-the-scenes of her songwriting process, and this is the song that came from that. (A few that got the EP early, i assume in other timezones, have posted it to Youtube, but i believe an official music video is dropping tomorrow with the EP.)
Continue reading “Confession .257. Maybe I Like To Hurt Sometimes…”
So what are you after, don’t You like my colours?
I’m confident, and I know it scares ya, scares ya
Bye bye, good riddance, the rules have been re-written
I’m better without You, and that’s the truth
Not part of Your agenda…
Well then. That was an unexpected hiatus. My bad. But hello again!
Continue reading “Confession .193. You’re Just Shooting Blanks…”
So pull me closer
Why don’t You pull me close?
Why don’t You come on over?
I can’t just let You go…
Finally! The moment I promised you. I have 3 store cards to Zibska to give away, and per my usual, I’m going to do it through RaffleCopter. Please make sure when you’re entering with one or multiple methods, that you leave your Legacy Name, not your Display name, so that I can contact you if you win.
I have 1 L$1,000 gift card to Zibska, and 2 L$500 gift cards, so I’ll be pulling 3 winners. ♥
Continue reading “Confession .179. I’m Losing My Mind, Just A Little…”
Tryna fix your inner issues with a bad bitch
Didn’t they tell you that I was a savage?
Fuck your white horse and a carriage
Bet you could never imagine
Never told you, you could have it
I’m not going to be terribly long-winded, and for that I apologize. I’m incredibly tired at the moment, but I have good reason to be.
I am officially done with classes! Like, done done! *Happy dances*
Continue reading “Confession .32. Didn’t They Tell You That I Was A Savage?”
So let it go, just let it be
Why don’t You be You, and I’ll be me…
Everything that’s broke, leave it to the breeze
Let the ashes fall, forget about me.
“Let it go.” If only it were that simple, right?
I mean, people tell us this all the time. Oh, it’s not that bad. Come on, you need to just let it go. You’ll never feel better if you don’t move on. Baby steps – you still gotta move forward. This is easy to say for a bunch of people that aren’t in that moment with you, right then. Now granted, it’s not always an earth-shattering problem that we’re dealing with, and we likely DO need to let it go and start to move forward, but in that moment? In that very moment, standing right there? It’s like you’re frozen. Feet glued to the ground. You physically /can’t/ move forward, even if you wanted to.
Continue reading “Confession .31. I Used To Recognize Myself”
Say You’re sorry, Honey
But You never really show…
And I can leave the party without ever letting You know
Without ever letting You know…
The blogger gods seem to have answered my prayers today. I went back into a couple of groups to see if I’d missed anything – because I always miss SOMETHING – and lo and behold, there was an awesome new skin applier for Lelutka from AlterEgo. So of course I grabbed that. And it was a chance to show off the Lelutka version of these Veechi eyeshadows I’ve been digging on lately.
Continue reading “Confession .29. When The Roof Is On Fire, You Never Let Me Know”