My, my name was safest in your mouth
And why’d you have to go and spit it out?
Oh, your voice was the most familiar sound
But it sounds so dangerous to me now…
Do you care? Do you care? Why don’t you care? I gave you all of me: my blood, my sweat, my heart… and my tears. Why don’t you care? Why don’t you care?
I was there! I was there when no one was. Now you’re gone, and I’m here.
I have questions for you…
Continue reading “Confession .95. I Have Questions For You…”
Oh nothing’s sure, but surely as we stand
I promise I will stay the same
And I’ve never seen forever
But I know we’ll remain
In a world uncertain…
Nothing is actually for sure. Death and taxes, so they tell me, but even those things have their sliding scale. There is nothing really certain to cling to in those tumultuous moments that toss you back and forth, leaving you dizzy and unsure which way is the surface… and all you need is a breath of air.
Sometimes things change so quickly.
Continue reading “Confession .76. I Will Follow Where This Takes Me”
No Masters or Kings
When the Ritual begins
There is no sweeter innocence than our gentle sin…
So, I found this cover today. Ellie Goulding’s voice and this song? *Swoons*
Anyway… sorry… where was I? Oh yeah! Cute things and black-and-white goodness!
I mentioned in my last post that Astralia was one of my newest sponsors. In my small hiatus, I gained a few amazing sponsors that have trusted their creations to me, and I couldn’t be more grateful. In this post, I’ll be introducing a few more of those to you: Kenny Rolands, Glamistry, and Facade.
Continue reading “Confession .71. She’s The Last True Mouthpiece”
You ever wonder what we could’ve been?
You said you wouldn’t and you fucking did.
Lie to me, lie with me, get your fucking fix.
Now all my drinks and all my feelings are all fucking mixed…
“Feeling used, but I’m still missing you. And I can’t see the end of this. Just wanna feel your kiss against my lips. And now all this time is passing by, but still I can’t seem to tell you why it hurts me every time I see you. Realize how much I need you.”
She used to be strong. She used to be… the epitome of independent, feminine strength rolled into a romantically submissive package. The woman who could manage with the best of them but still come home and sit at Daddy’s feet and be perfectly content.
She used to be strong…
Continue reading “Confession .38. Sometimes You Gotta Burn Some Bridges Just To Create Some Distance…”
Please don’t make any sudden moves
You don’t know the half of the abuse…
So. One of the super exciting things that happened while I’ve been caught in externship hell, is that I was recently accepted into the blogging team for We ❤ RP! Now, those of you that have stuck with me for awhile on this platform know that I adore fantasy and roleplay stylings when I get the chance to do them, so of course this acceptance was completely humbling and thrilling.
It was also another sponsor from my blogger bucket list.
Continue reading “Confession .34. All My Friends Are Heathens…”
Tryna fix your inner issues with a bad bitch
Didn’t they tell you that I was a savage?
Fuck your white horse and a carriage
Bet you could never imagine
Never told you, you could have it
I’m not going to be terribly long-winded, and for that I apologize. I’m incredibly tired at the moment, but I have good reason to be.
I am officially done with classes! Like, done done! *Happy dances*
Continue reading “Confession .32. Didn’t They Tell You That I Was A Savage?”
But You want a little company
And You just really wanna thrill seek
Said You left [her] for good this time
Bullshit, what Your friends do, spill beans?
I’m welcoming sponsors to my nuthouse today! Both of which I’m SUPER excited about. One of whom I’ve actually blogged for once since they became a sponsor but I never officially said “Hey, welcome to Tivi’s House of Crazy,” so I figured I’d do that with both today.
Continue reading “Confession .25. You Only Call Me When It’s Half Past Five”