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Confession .345. How Am I Gonna Be An Optimist About This?

And the walls kept tumbling down
In the city that we love
Grey clouds roll over the hills
Bringing darkness from above…

Confession .345.  How Am I Gonna Be An Optimist About This?

If You close Your eyes, does it almost feel like nothing changed at all?

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Confession .344. We Danced With Monsters Through The Night…

I’m never gonna look back
Woah, never gonna give it up
No, just don’t wake me now…

Confession .344.  We Danced With Monsters Through The Night...

Her mother always said that she ran away and joined the circus, and in a way perhaps that’s what she’d done. In reality, though, she’d simply needed to find herself. And in doing so, not to sound too much like a repeat of Chicago, but she found…

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Confession .343. But You Won’t Be Left Behind…

So I’ll tell You now, I don’t have a doubt
I’ll come home to You, no matter what we do
I will find a way, cause I’m not ready
To say goodbye at anytime…

Confession .343.  But You Won't Be Left Behind...

The concept of Polyamory as a whole is way too much for me to talk about in one blog post, but there are a couple of musings I guess I want to mention.

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Confession .342. You Cut My Brakes And Hit The Throttle…

I don’t know if this is real life, real life
What happens if I open my eyes, my eyes?
Will I ever get my head right, head right?
I don’t know if this is real life, real life…

Confession .342.  You Cut My Brakes And Hit The Throttle...

This song is stuck in my head, like, every other day. But then again, for the last five months it’s been pretty relevant. Lol.

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Confession .340. Maybe I’m Not Pretty, Maybe I’m Just Fun…

I’m not gunna ask for help
Cause all you’re gunna say is
“You’re perfect, and, oh, you’re so worth it”
But sometimes I hate myself
I get inside my head and
I think that I somehow deserve this…

Confession .340.  Maybe I'm Not Pretty, Maybe I'm Just Fun...

I’m back. And if this is your first time here and you don’t know where I went, I had weight loss surgery, something I talked a lot in a post HERE.

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Confession .335. Can You Look Her In The Face And Promise Her That Things Will Change?

What are you gonna tell her when she’s wrong?
Will you just shrug and say it’s been that way all along?
What are you gonna tell her when she figures out
That all this time you built her up just so the world could let her down?
Yeah, what do you tell her?
What are you gonna tell her?

Confession .335.  Can You Look Her In The Fact And Promise Her That Things Will Change?

Some of you have never heard this song, and after the events of today i’m going to make you cry like i have been all day. My apologies in advance. Today, in light of what is going on in Washington DC, i felt like i needed one of my “just the lyrics” posts… because these lyrics ring so true for the state of our country right now, unfortunately.

Honestly the only reason i’m posting is because i wanted to lose myself in Photoshop for awhile. Hence this picture is different than what i usually do. There are no words i can say that will describe my feelings of heartbreak like the lyrics of this song.

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Confession .334. Rearrange The Pieces Just To Fit Me With The Rest…

What if i, what if i trip; what if i, what if i fall
Then am i the Monster?
Just let me know…
What if i, what if i sin; what if i, what if i break
Then am i the Monster?
Just let me know…

Confession .334.  Rearrange The Pieces Just To Fit Me With The Rest...

Ohey. It’s been a minute. RL is having a time of it right now, so these blogs might be a little more intermittent while some stuff is up in the air. But i’ll keep posting as much as i’m able. Especially about things like today’s topic… a little birdy told me some super exciting news!

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Confession .273. It’s Funny How The Warning Signs Can Feel Like They’re Butterflies…

It’s crazy when the thing you love the most is the detriment
Let that sink in…
You can think again
When the hand you wanna hold is a weapon and you’re nothing but skin…

Confession .273.  It's Funny How The Warning Signs Can Feel Like They're Butterflies...

i can’t anymore.  i just can’t.  The only reason i continue to is because i promised i wouldn’t just kinda… word-vomit it everywhere.  But why do people get to hurt and manipulate other people and still get exactly what they want?  Like… why is that ok?

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