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Confession .354. And They’re Haunting Me Until I Overdose…

My room feels so small
These walls are closing in and there’s no door
I’m out of space I’ve been washed out, washed out
I’m running from myself
Losing focus I’ve been washed out, washed out
Yeah, I’ve been going through hell…

Confession .354.  And They're Haunting Me Until I Overdose...

“Beware of the One that slaps you with one hand then strokes you with the other. Addicted to creating chaos. Raising you up, only to cut you down. The best thing you can do is wash away the past and start afresh.” A quote from an image that one of the Pages I follow on Facebook shared tonight – and that was what made me sit down to write tonight instead of putting this post off until tomorrow. That, and this damned song.

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Confession .350. But She Gets The Flowers, Right?

But she gets the flowers, right?
The posts made about her
A love that is perfect
A love I deserved, yeah
A love that I gave…

Confession .350.  But She Gets The Flowers, Right?

It’s interesting, talking to people all over again. Back to square one, getting to know them, having to out all of those things that He used to accept about me and wonder if a new person will walk away. Or if I’ll fuck it up and push them away before I can get hurt.

Cause, you know, I’m really good at that…

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Confession .348. You Don’t Even Know Me…

You don’t know a thing at all
You don’t know about the way I am when I am all alone
You don’t even know
Where I care, the way I’ve grown
You don’t know about the way I love so deeply to my bones
You don’t even know me…

Confession .348.  You Don't Even Know Me...

I’ve been thinking a lot about situations I shouldn’t be thinking about lately, which is of course an awesome thing, right? -insert eyeroll here-

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Confession .341. I’m So Powerful, I Don’t Need Batteries To Play…

I put my armor on, show you how strong how I am
I put my armor on, I’ll show you that I am…

Confession .341.  I'm So Powerful, I Don't Need Batteries To Play...

Where has old Sia gone? The Sia that wrote empowering shit like this? No, I’m not going to spend this blog post talking about the dumpster fire that is the movie ‘Music’… but know I’m not happy with it. I’m just saving that for when I feel more ranty.

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Confession .339. Life Was A Willow And It Bent Right To Your Wind…

The more that You say, the less I know
Wherever you stray I follow
I’m begging for You to take my hand
Wreck my plans
That’s my Man…

Confession .339.  Life Was A Willow And It Bent Right To Your Wind...

They tell you that you won’t find what you’re looking for until you stop looking. And this was no more true for me than in the last four months or so. Learning about myself through learning about You, learning about working together instead of against each other. Learning about what love actually looks like.

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Confession .336. I’m A Waiting Pistol Hungry For Skin On Metal…

Venom in your veins always finds a way
It’s the price you pay
When you play with the pain…

Confession .336.  I'm A Waiting Pistol Hungry For Skin On Metal...

i keep a collection of random songs in a Bookmark folder just labeled “Music” that i go back into when i’m looking for stuff to dance to. It’s such a mixture of genres and artists that it would likely make most of you raise an eyebrow. But this is one of those songs in that folder, so enjoy!

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Confession .330. On The Hardwood Floor, We Should Be Asleep…

Baby, i’m not even in a gown
i’m just in a t-shirt on the couch
The way You want me makes me want You now
The only thing you have to say is, “Wow!”

Confession .330.  On The Hardwood Floor, We Should Be Asleep...

Family who happen to stumble along this post… just move right along, and please don’t beat me. Lol. Love youuuuuu.

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Confession .324. All The Wrong Words Unite In Your Head…

You’re weak on the surface, You speak when you’re nervous
And all the wrong words unite in your head
You can’t stand the space in your bed
So you shake in the darkness, You break like an artist
And all your big plans are small the next day
You can’t wait to throw them away…

Confession .324.  All The Wrong Words Unite In Your Head...

When i saw this backdrop from FoxCity coming out for Uber (that opens today!), i knew the ‘thot topic’ storefront was perfect for the topic that i wanted to discuss today: slut shaming.

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