Confession .367. You Get Back What You Put In…

Cycles, Change
Completion of a Cycle
Positive change, End of delays, A lucky break

The Wheel of Fortune card allows you to gain a deeper understanding of life’s cycles of change. Its imagery has mystical, astrological, and occult symbolism, showing that many of the forces influencing our lives are mysterious and invisible.

Confession .366. I Just Need A Moment In My Own Space…

The older I get, I feel like I’m always tryna save time
Talkin’ to the voices in my head, they make me think twice
Tellin’ me it doesn’t mean it’s wrong because it feels right…

I don’t make friends very easily. Between things that I have no control over and things I simply haven’t put in the effort to control, I either just can’t seem to relate to other P/people enough to make friends, or once I make them I will find some way to sabotage the friendship. It usually goes one of a few ways, and this year I resolved that I was going to actively work on it.

Confession .364. I Feel Safe In The 5AM Light…

Jump into the heat
Spinnin’ on our feet
In a technicolour beat…
You and me
Caught up in a dream
In a technicolour beat…

I’m in another kinda state where I want to post this photo, but I don’t know what to write, so I’m going to write you the same thing I’ve written on Facebook today, as well as in my journal.

Confession .363. Do You Still Get Drunk When You’re Sad, Girl?

Blink of an eye, time flew by
Everything changed like that
When the lights go off, the music stops
Do you wish someone would ask?

Sometimes I do wish someone would ask…

Confession .362. Everything Could Stay The Same Or We Could Change It All…

Around, the shadows creep
Like friends, they cover me
Just wanna lay me down and finally try to get some sleep…

Summer Camp is still going on, and I absolutely fell in LOVE with this blush to give me the gentle almost-sunburnt look.

Confession .361. Will You Hold Me Tight And Not Let Go?

And now Your song is on repeat
And I’m dancin’ on to Your heartbeat
And when You’re gone, I feel incomplete
So if You want the truth
I just wanna be part of Your symphony…

I’m back amongst the realm of the living – sort of. I’ve been down with some kind of virus for the last week that I’ve assumed was just the flu (had a negative covid test, so no lectures about getting tested, please lol) and I’m finally starting to feel a bit more like myself.

Confession .359. But What If I Don’t Feel Like I’m Beautiful?

Maybe I’m not pretty, maybe I’m just fun
‘Cause I got a belly and I got a bum
And I’m always jelly of all the other ones
With their itty bitty bellies and their rump-ump-ump-bums…

I’ve blogged this song before, but it popped back up in my recommended and wound up on repeat again. The whole thing is worth a listen if Y/you have the time. 🙂

Confession .358. Call Me By My Name…

Spilling teardrops on my pillowcase
My mascara always goes to waste…

So this happened. Lol. Sometimes I find something that inspires me to go in a completely different direction than what I normally look like. This wasn’t even the first look I started with – I tried all colorful and pretty, complete with pink freckles, but in the end, I settled on my darker side.

Confession .357. Can You Love The Version Of Me I Don’t Let Anybody Else See?

You have a hard time making sense of this
I’m the most low-key masochist
The wrong place if you’re looking for Heaven
So I got one question…

I’m so creatively blocked again. I took 2 different versions of this photo with different looks completely. Not that I didn’t like the first one – I felt super cute! – but I just couldn’t blog it for whatever reason. So today is another one of those days that you’re going to get song lyrics instead of my thoughts. I hope Y/you don’t get too angry. ♥

Confession .356. And If You’d Ask Them, They Would Describe Me Differently…

‘Cause some people make me bitter
Smile and then squeeze a lime in my cut
And some people make me sweeter
‘Cause they make me feel like I am enough
And that makes me a giver
But my mom says I tend to give too much
And some people make me better
And that’s how I know my favorite part of me is you
My favorite part of me is you…

As we enter the last few days of Mermaid Cove, I would like to once again encourage you all to go explore the underwater seascape that is the amazing event full of talented creators ready to help you bring out your inner-mermaid.