Confession .368. Today It’s As Dark As My Roots…

Now all of my oceans have riptides
Can’t seem to find what’s wrong
The whole world is letting me down…

My avatar is a bit of a mood ring for me, sometimes. I’m so used to changing everything as often as I feel like – a simple scroll back through my Flickr feed will show you how often I change my avatar. Lol.

Confession .366. I Just Need A Moment In My Own Space…

The older I get, I feel like I’m always tryna save time
Talkin’ to the voices in my head, they make me think twice
Tellin’ me it doesn’t mean it’s wrong because it feels right…

I don’t make friends very easily. Between things that I have no control over and things I simply haven’t put in the effort to control, I either just can’t seem to relate to other P/people enough to make friends, or once I make them I will find some way to sabotage the friendship. It usually goes one of a few ways, and this year I resolved that I was going to actively work on it.

Confession .364. I Feel Safe In The 5AM Light…

Jump into the heat
Spinnin’ on our feet
In a technicolour beat…
You and me
Caught up in a dream
In a technicolour beat…

I’m in another kinda state where I want to post this photo, but I don’t know what to write, so I’m going to write you the same thing I’ve written on Facebook today, as well as in my journal.

Confession .362. Everything Could Stay The Same Or We Could Change It All…

Around, the shadows creep
Like friends, they cover me
Just wanna lay me down and finally try to get some sleep…

Summer Camp is still going on, and I absolutely fell in LOVE with this blush to give me the gentle almost-sunburnt look.

Confession .359. But What If I Don’t Feel Like I’m Beautiful?

Maybe I’m not pretty, maybe I’m just fun
‘Cause I got a belly and I got a bum
And I’m always jelly of all the other ones
With their itty bitty bellies and their rump-ump-ump-bums…

I’ve blogged this song before, but it popped back up in my recommended and wound up on repeat again. The whole thing is worth a listen if Y/you have the time. 🙂

Confession .358. Call Me By My Name…

Spilling teardrops on my pillowcase
My mascara always goes to waste…

So this happened. Lol. Sometimes I find something that inspires me to go in a completely different direction than what I normally look like. This wasn’t even the first look I started with – I tried all colorful and pretty, complete with pink freckles, but in the end, I settled on my darker side.

Confession .357. Can You Love The Version Of Me I Don’t Let Anybody Else See?

You have a hard time making sense of this
I’m the most low-key masochist
The wrong place if you’re looking for Heaven
So I got one question…

I’m so creatively blocked again. I took 2 different versions of this photo with different looks completely. Not that I didn’t like the first one – I felt super cute! – but I just couldn’t blog it for whatever reason. So today is another one of those days that you’re going to get song lyrics instead of my thoughts. I hope Y/you don’t get too angry. ♥