These days are slow, but the night moves way too fast
Need to know You want me here before I ask…
I went to Tannenbaum for a tree… I literally just went for the tree… and wound up with the tree, the decorations… the hair… the face makeup… and other stuff that I’m not even wearing at the moment.
And all I did was go for a damn tree.
Continue reading “Confession .160. It’s Funny How A Crowded Room Can Feel So Damn Alone…”
And You say I drink and I smoke and I talk too much
But I know You lied when You said that You just had enough and save Yourself
So hear me out…
“And You said need me to let this go, but it’s who I am. Or am I just losing it? Cause You said ‘Jump’ and I went first, but falling’s always been my downfall.”
This song. Ugh. It just punches me right in the feels. So… I’m sorry if it punches you in the feels too. *Nods lots* Then again, most things that Eden and The Eden Project does know exactly how to drag you through a rollercoaster of emotions that you didn’t know you were going to feel for those 3 to 5 minutes.
It’s fucking tragically beautiful.
Continue reading “Confession .153. And It Mean Nothing Til You Let It…”
So all you haters lookin’, you could try tonight
Cause I’m down for whatever when she’s by my side
Dat my main one, dat my main one
And we’ll always be down for life…
“Ladies, do we sell water in this bar?”
This song has been on repeat since Saturday night… so of course it showed up on this post. Though it would’ve been better in a post WITH my main one. Haha. But that’s kinda what this post is about…
Continue reading “Confession .152. One Of The Only Girls That I Love, Dat My Main…”
My window’s cracked, they can be replaced
But your arm will tire, throwing stones my way…
So. Here is why that SL Secret situation means less to me than it apparently does to some of you: There is too much going on in RL and SL to worry about petty people’s shit.
I hate to be that blunt (no I don’t), but it’s the truth at the moment.
Continue reading “Confession .141. You Use Your Words As A Weapon, Dear…”
I am human, I am the villain
I am a monster, but you let me right in
My mind is polluted, my thoughts convoluted
I don’t feel the pain, but I feel what I gave to you…
I feel like I say this a lot lately… but welp. This is a thing that happened.
I didn’t put on the outfit with the intention of going this direction with it, originally… but see… what had happened was…
Continue reading “Confession .138. But You Still Stand In Frame, I Just Don’t Look The Same…”
One day the skeletons are gonna come out
One day the elephant in the room will make a sound
Watch out for lions and tigers and bears
It’s about to hit the fan, you better beware…
Tell the truth…
“In the dark, they hide from the truth. In the end, they lie to you.”
I’m fully prepared to be called a ‘crown chaser’ after making this post… and to potentially be on the receiving end of some all-caps responses… because, you know… #YellingOnTheInternet… but that’s still not going to stop me from recounting my experiences.
Continue reading “Confession .134. Tell The Truth…”
It’s the very first breath when your head’s been drowning underwater
It’s the lightness in the air when you’re there chest to chest with a lover
It’s holding on, though the road’s long
Seeing light in the darkest things
And when you stare at your reflection, finally knowing who it is
I know that you’ll thank God you did…
If you were on my Facebook this morning, you know exactly what I’m going to talk about in this post. If you were not on my Facebook this morning, then please know that this post will contain a narrative that may or may not be triggering to those with anxieties and sensitivities to certain subject matters, including but not limited to suicide.
Thank you for heeding this warning. If you don’t continue reading, to avoid the triggering subject, I understand, and I’ll see you next time. ♥ If you continue… let’s talk about my sister’s father-in-law…
Continue reading “Confession .131. It Feel Like My Life Ain’t Mine…”
They get mad I keep on talkin’
Nevermind, I beg your pardon?
Guess I’m just too damned outspoken
They can’t take me anywhere…
Reviewing stuff normally isn’t my thing. I share narratives with you all usually, from my SL, my RL, a mixture of the two… whatever is on my mind. However, what is on my mind right now is this tool I picked up that I used for these photos… so today I’ma chat about it instead.
If this kinda blog isn’t your style, feel free to scroll to the end for credits of where to find the pretty. ❤
Also, I’m pretty sure I’ve blogged this song several times, but…
“Guess I didn’t get the message. Eff it, I don’t really care.”
Continue reading “Confession .123. A Closed Mouth Don’t Get Fed…”
Had a Boogieman under my bed
Putting crazy thoughts inside my head
Always whispering, “It’s all your fault.”
He was telling me, “No, you’re not that strong.”
So. Safe to say I’ve been screwed over a lot. Like… this might not sound like me, but I have this… inkling… to give people the benefit of the doubt far more often than I should. And as such, I suppose that makes me easy to take advantage of.
And yet… when I find I am taken advantage of, I’m STILL angry at the people who do it. As if I had nothing to do with letting them roll me over.
Continue reading “Confession .117. Life Ain’t Always Fair, But Hell Is Living In Resentment…”
Bittersweet in your mouth
Can you stomach the doubt?
“Don’t waste your time convincing me that maybe someday we’ll get it right. Cause we never could.”
“We won’t, so just don’t.”
Continue reading “Confession .107. Don’t Call Me Up At 2am Tonight…”