You don’t know who i am, it changes with the moon
Give me time, i’ll bring out the worst in You too
No happy ever after
You’re already gone…
Gabbieeeeeeee. Dammit. In what is becoming a theme, Gabbie Hanna released two new songs that are related to each other, “Monster” and “Monster (Reborn)” in a joint music video. The transition in this one was so seamless that i had to go back and re-watch to make sure i knew what was going on and which song was which. But child… what gets me? The end of Monster (Reborn)! i’m not going to tell Y/you what it is… Y/you’re just going to have to go watch! Be prepared… maybe have tissues if Y/you connect deeply with lyrics like i do.
Continue reading “Confession .225. Please Someone Prove Me Wrong…”
When the morning comes, when W/we see what W/we’ve become
In the cold light of day, W/we’re a flame in the wind, not the fire that W/we’ve begun…
Every argument, every word that W/we can’t take back
Cause with all that has happened, I think W/we both know the way that this story ends…
Today, because it’s oddly appropriate with this photo, I’ll be sharing the last of the 3 pieces I performed at BOI’s Beyond the Rainbow event. This was the first piece I read at the event, and the first that I wrote, but the last one that I’m sharing with you. As I’m sure, when you read it, you might understand why it needed a… particular… photo to feel appropriate. *Grins*
Continue reading “Confession .217. I Want To See You Smile, But Know That Means I’ll Have To Leave…”
So what are you after, don’t You like my colours?
I’m confident, and I know it scares ya, scares ya
Bye bye, good riddance, the rules have been re-written
I’m better without You, and that’s the truth
Not part of Your agenda…
Well then. That was an unexpected hiatus. My bad. But hello again!
Continue reading “Confession .193. You’re Just Shooting Blanks…”
So won’t You ride with me, ride with me
See where this thing goes…
If it’s meant to be, it’ll be, it’ll be
Baby, if it’s meant to be…
It’s been… several days. And the reasoning for which I wish wasn’t the reason. Was that vague enough?
Continue reading “Confession .188. Hold Up, Girl, Don’t You Know You’re Beautiful?”
You say that I’m paranoid
But I’m pretty sure the world is out to get me
It’s not like I make the choice
To let my mind stay so fucking messy…
I took this at the wedding sim before I had to take it apart. So allow me to have a bit of a nostalgia moment.
Continue reading “Confession .187. Why Is Everything So Heavy?”
So pull me closer
Why don’t You pull me close?
Why don’t You come on over?
I can’t just let You go…
Finally! The moment I promised you. I have 3 store cards to Zibska to give away, and per my usual, I’m going to do it through RaffleCopter. Please make sure when you’re entering with one or multiple methods, that you leave your Legacy Name, not your Display name, so that I can contact you if you win.
I have 1 L$1,000 gift card to Zibska, and 2 L$500 gift cards, so I’ll be pulling 3 winners. ♥
Continue reading “Confession .179. I’m Losing My Mind, Just A Little…”
All the shine of a thousand spotlights
All the stars that we steal from the night sky
Will never be enough
Never be enough…
“I’m trying to hold my breath… let it stay this way… can’t let this moment end…”
I’m struggling. And the only thing I know to do when I’m struggling is to write about it… so you’re getting a bit of a glimpse into my head and my heart at the moment. If you don’t want that, then feel free to scroll to the end for credits and I’ll see you next time. ♥
To the rest of you, hi…
Continue reading “Confession .175. These Hands Could Hold The World, But It’ll Never Be Enough…”
I’m not a stranger to the dark
Hide away, they say, cause we don’t want your broken parts
I’ve learned to be ashamed of all my scars
Run away, they say, no one will love you as you are…
A lot of you reacted well to the last post I put up… giving you an insight into my brain when it comes to anxiety and when I’m feeling anxious… how that affects me… and why my behavior patterns might not seem normal to you, but they are very normal to me, giving what’s going on in my mind at that time.
Because of this, I thought I’d let you take a peek into the other bit of myself that affects me deeply… I’m an Aspie. As a bonus, you’ll see my anxiety make a guest appearance as well.
Continue reading “Confession .166. What Aspergers Feels Like…”
We were crazy, tragic and epic, and so amazing
I’ll always wear the crown that You gave me
We will always stay lost in forever
And they’ll remember
We were legends…
Ohai. I figured it was time to blog this dress/sweater situation, because I’ve always gravitated back into it since it came out. I’m a sucker for a good cropped sweater, though… and the fit of any Blueberry dress is to DIE for… so here you go. If you somehow live under a rock and didn’t know this release was a thing… scroll down.
Continue reading “Confession .164. What Everyone Wondered, We Never Questioned…”
Are You the cure or disease
Do You still take as You please?
Are You the cure or are You the disease?
So… I took and edited these pictures yesterday… and then got distracted, so I never did the post. Oops.
Also, Merry Belated Christmas and Happy Belated New Year, since I haven’t blogged since both of those holidays have passed. I kinda got caught up in the holidays around in RL, the end of the POE 10 hunt in SL, and then my muse just… took a vacation. Like, I couldn’t look at things in my inventory – bought or otherwise – and figure out something I wanted to put together.
I spent weeks in the same outfit, and I was lucky if I even changed colors. LOL. That was the point I was at before yesterday.
Continue reading “Confession .161. No One Can Walk Away Truly Alive…”