Confession .324. All The Wrong Words Unite In Your Head…

You’re weak on the surface, You speak when you’re nervous
And all the wrong words unite in your head
You can’t stand the space in your bed
So you shake in the darkness, You break like an artist
And all your big plans are small the next day
You can’t wait to throw them away…

When i saw this backdrop from FoxCity coming out for Uber (that opens today!), i knew the ‘thot topic’ storefront was perfect for the topic that i wanted to discuss today: slut shaming.

Confession .323. When I’m Like This, You’re The One I Trust…

i been tryna call, i been on my own for long enough
Maybe You can show me how to love, maybe
i’m going through withdrawals, You don’t even have to do too much
You can turn me on with just a touch, Baby…

All i want to do lately is take pictures, dance, and talk to a small handful of P/people. Which is unfortunate, because i have a lot of P/people on my list in-world and most of them i just… want to ignore. So… consider this an apology if i’m an asshole lately.

Confession .322. You Lift Me Up And I Am Found…

i wanted to play tough
Thought i could do all this on my own
But even Superwoman sometimes needed Superman’s soul…

The last couple of posts in here have involved a lot of negativity that has gone on in my SL and my RL in the last year or so. To counterbalance that, i thought today would be nice to do a pretty picture of a pretty awesome Person – not me, the One with me. Lol.

Confession .321. Tell All The Stories That I Didn’t Want Told…

i’m trying my best, i’m trying my best to be okay
i’m trying my best, but every day it’s so hard
And i’m holding my breath, i’m holding my breath ’til i can say
All of the words i wanna say from my heart…

Today’s post is part 2 of this series giving you a bit more insight about me. A lot of the stuff i’m going to talk about today have to do with mental health and other similar themes, so if you are sensitive to those, please make sure you’re prepared before reading further. i feel like i’ve talked a lot about some of this stuff, but, again, i’m motivated to share these things with you because there is a particular group of P/people who see fit to judge me without coming to ME and talking to ME about ME.

Confession .320. You Go To War, I Go To War For You…

Don’t talk but you speak so loudly
You smile, but your eyes look cloudy
You say someone left you broken
But I’m here with the door wide open…

This post is part 1 of a 2-part ‘series’ of posts on who i am as a person, both in Second Life and behind the screen. There is a particular group of P/people that seems to think they know who i am based on the lies of others… and since T/they didn’t bother to come talk to ME about ME, i figure i’ll just let all of you in on a bit of who i am, and in particular what i’ve been going through during 2020.

Confession .319. I Don’t Want You Looking Back At All The Ghosts Left Behind…

Perfect line to open with
Her heart was never meant for this
Ooh we’re never over it…

It’s interesting the lengths that P/people will go to to justify what they want to do, even if it isn’t the right thing – morally in that situation or just generally.

Confession .318. And You’ll Never Hear All I Wanted To Tell You That Day…

Shut me up, shut me up
You’ll never hear from me again
My lips are sealed, lips are sealed
And You still got glue on Your hands…

i was going to write something about the election, but at this point i’m just so tired from the anxiety and the stress, i think i’m just going to leave you with a story from my RL today, a pretty picture, and some credits.

Confession .294. It’s A Terrible Feeling Being The Ghost On The Wall That’s Always Disappearing…

i’m a wanderer
i weave my way by dancing
In hopes that the cool kids will ask me to stay
i’m invisible to bright lights
Just standing on the side line waiting for a standing ovation
That i know just isn’t mine…

It’s been a long time since i’ve done one of these… but it feels like it’s needed right now…

Confession .291. You Should Know It’s All Or Nothing To Be With Me…

Don’t You look at me, don’t You even think about it, Baby
If You ain’t… if You ain’t… ready for it all…

Independence is often a front in submission – at least it is for me.  Yes, i’m an independent-ass woman generally, however… if i’m shoving that independence in Your face as a Dominant, then there’s often something deeper that is unfulfilled.  Let me explain…

Confession .290. Not Wishing The Best, Cause I Was That For You…

Cause You said this then did that
Took my heart, gave it back
How do You expect me to be happy for You?

Honestly, this song has absolutely nothing to do with how i’m feeling at the moment.  i just fell down the Youtube black hole and had never heard of her before, and i love her lyrics.  i’m actually in a pretty good mood, all things considered.