Posted in Anthem, Events, Life, New Releases, Tres Chic

Confession .350. But She Gets The Flowers, Right?

But she gets the flowers, right?
The posts made about her
A love that is perfect
A love I deserved, yeah
A love that I gave…

Confession .350.  But She Gets The Flowers, Right?

It’s interesting, talking to people all over again. Back to square one, getting to know them, having to out all of those things that He used to accept about me and wonder if a new person will walk away. Or if I’ll fuck it up and push them away before I can get hurt.

Cause, you know, I’m really good at that…

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Posted in Group Gifts, Life, New Releases

Confession .248. The House Don’t Fall When The Bones Are Good…

When the bones are good, the rest don’t matter
Yeah, the paint could peel, the glass could shatter
Let it rain ’cause you and I remain the same…

Confession .248.  The House Don't Fall When The Bones Are Good...

i had written a completely different blog post for this… like, picked a song, took the photo, wrote the whole post out, had the credits… and then i paused… and changed everything.  i’m much happier with what this says now, and i think it’s a much better post for a day like today.

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Posted in Events, Life, New Releases, Uber, We <3 RP

Confession .247. Fall On Rosy Thorns For A Taste Of Lethal Bliss…

As i choke on flames, You light up Your torch
Each of my defeats if Your victory
And i walk barefoot on a field of swords
You have Mastered the art of Cruelty…

Confession .247.  Fall On Rosy Thorns For A Taste Of Lethal Bliss...

Ok, after surviving for a week and a half on my “i think this might be a workaround” theory, i can safely say that i think it’s the only workaround i’ve got.  i have to keep my avi logged online, even when i’m afk at night asleep, in order to keep the connection open.  Buuuut by keeping the connection open, i’m not crashing our or anything.  So that tells me the problem was with SL trying to open whatever connection it needed through my ISP – that’s the part that was getting overloaded.  It doesn’t do anything nefarious when it’s actually logged in.  So basically that just means i have to stay logged in.

But i’m game to do that for awhile if it means being able to take photos and get work done on a consistent basis again.  2 months of that was too much.  So please bear with me while i play a bit of catch-up.

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Posted in Events, Life, N21, New Releases, Uber

Confession .240. Cause It’s Hard To Find The Silver Lining In The Bittersweet…

Oh, Mr. Man Upstairs
i know You’re tuning in up there, way up there
Would You care to answer my question?

Confession .240.  Cause It's Hard To Find The Silver Lining In The Bittersweet...

i don’t really know how to summarize or prepare y’all for what is in this post today.  So… just… yeah.  Sorry.

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Posted in Events, Kinky Event, Life, New Releases

Confession .239. The Pointless Conversations With The Old Me…

i wish S/somebody woulda told me
“If you want love, you gon’ have to go through the pain
If you want love, you gon’ have to learn how to change
If you want trust, you gon’ have to give some away…”

Confession .239.  The Pointless Conversations With The Old Me...

i’m obsessed with this hair.  Sorry, not sorry, if Y/you see it more often in my SL and in future posts in various configurations.

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Posted in Life, New Releases

Confession .204. Even If It Takes All Night, Or A Hundred Years…

Isn’t it lovely, all alone?
Heart made of glass, my mind of stone
Tear me to pieces, skin and bone
Hello, welcome home…

Confession .204.  Even If It Takes All Night, Or A Hundred Years...

I didn’t think I would be writing about this in more detail again this soon… but I suppose it’s necessary.  Some of you are new to reading me, and don’t scroll back to read past posts.  (Lord, I don’t blame you.  I ramble a lot sometimes.  LOL.)  Some of you know I was gone for almost a week at the end of July, but I don’t know how many of you know why… that’s what I’m going to talk about today…

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Posted in Collabor88, Events, FaMESHed Go, Life, New Releases

Confession .201. Brick By Brick You Build Your Walls With No One There To Break Them…

Tell me what to say, when You’re running out of words
When You run, though You should stay
When You’re fighting a war, but cannot remember what You’re fighting for…

Confession .201.  Brick By Brick You Build Your Walls With No One There To Break Them...

I feel like I take small breaks, or mini-hiatuses (Is that a word?  If not, it is now…) a lot – or a lot more than one should.  But lately, RL has been kicking my ass.  If you’re not here to hear about RL, see you next time, scroll down so you know where to get your pretties from!  ♥

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Posted in Events, Life, New Releases, The Epiphany

Confession .200. We Can Dive Down Deeper Instead…

I kissed a stranger in a white dress
She put a crown on top of my head
Said every King needs a Queen in His bed…

Confession .200.  We Can Dive Down Deeper Instead...

Forgive me if I get a little ranty tonight… there’s a particular piece of a conversation with a former friend that has been stuck in my head and really grinding me the wrong way.  I thought after having slept on it, I’d feel better about it… but I don’t, really… so here is my response…

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Posted in Collabor88, Events, FaMeshed, Life, New Releases, Pose Fair, Raffles, Uber

Confession .179. I’m Losing My Mind, Just A Little…

So pull me closer
Why don’t You pull me close?
Why don’t You come on over?
I can’t just let You go…

Confession .179.  I'm Losing My Mind, Just A Little...

Finally!  The moment I promised you.  I have 3 store cards to Zibska to give away, and per my usual, I’m going to do it through RaffleCopter.  Please make sure when you’re entering with one or multiple methods, that you leave your Legacy Name, not your Display name, so that I can contact you if you win.

I have 1 L$1,000 gift card to Zibska, and 2 L$500 gift cards, so I’ll be pulling 3 winners.  ♥

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