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Confession .265. You Don’t Know What It’s Like…

So let me just give up, let me just let go
If this isn’t good for me, well, i don’t wanna know
Let me just stop trying, let me just stop fighting
i don’t need Your good advice or reasons why i’m alright
You don’t know what it’s like…

Confession .265.  You Don't Know What It's Like...

Hopelessness is a feeling with unfathomable depth.  Each time Y/you think Y/you’ve hit rock bottom with it, S/someone or something else can push Y/you just a little bit deeper.  Let Y/you sink just a little bit further down… and at some point i worry that i won’t have enough oxygen left to swim to the surface.  It’s a dangerous game of chicken to play, and eventually, S/someone’s going to lose.

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Confession .264. I Wish That You Could See The Pain That I’ve Seen…

i’m trying my best, i’m trying my best to be ok
i’m trying my best, but every day it’s so hard
i’m holding my breath
i’m holding my breath til i can say all of the words i want to say
From my heart…

Confession .264.  I Wish That You Could See The Pain That I've Seen...

There isn’t a lot that i get to say about this.  There isn’t a lot that it would even be my place to say.  But i do have a few things…

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Confession .263. Breathing Half A Breath Since You’re Away…

One less spark from a flame
One more heart beat away
i think i lost Your scent after the rain
i’ll find You when O/our paths cross by the gold mines…

Confession .263.  Breathing Half A Breath Since You're Away...

i’m not used to not getting what i want in dance.  And as self-centered as that sounds – let me explain.  i’m not used to competing, as i don’t do so very often anymore.  Most of the time, i’m performing in a theater with a group of like-minded P/people, just for fun and the love of dance (and sure, the tips don’t hurt).  It’s not often i put myself out there to be judged anymore… and yesterday reminded me why.

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Confession .262. Can We Pretend?

Can we pretend that i’m twenty-two today
Dancing on the tables with you
Can we pretend that we all end up ok
i just want to forget with you…

Confession .262.  Can We Pretend?  (#FOXCITYCHALLENGE4)

i’ve been avoiding talking about Azuri – like i said before.  And after attending her memorial today on her sim (a beautiful gathering, by the way), i think i might be somewhat able to try and express myself.  If Y/you were at the memorial and Y/you’re reading this, Y/you’ll see a lot of what i said, along with some things i meant to say peppered in.

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Confession .261. Trust Me When I Tell You Not To Touch Me…

Our chemistry’s irrefutable
And i’ll love You til You die…
i’ll come to Your funeral
But i won’t promise to cry…

Confession .261.  Trust Me When I Tell You Not To Touch Me...

i’m avoiding talking about Azuri.  Hate me for it if Y/you want to, but i will talk about it when i’m ready – and i’m just not quite ready yet.

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Confession .260. I’m Here, But I’m In Pieces, And I Don’t Know How To Fix This…

If i’m just somebody that You’re gonna leave
And You don’t feel something when You look at me
You’re holding my heart, mmm, what You say?
Just let me down slowly, i’ll be ok…

Confession .260.  I'm Here, But I'm In Pieces, And I Don't Know How To Fix This...

i’m eternally conflicted.  i want to hate You for what You did to me.  i want to hate You for the lies You told while proclaiming transparency.  i want to hate You for the integrity You lacked while thrusting Yourself forward as an Example in the Community.  i want to hate You for the girl You replaced me with.  i want to hate You for every time You said one thing and did another…

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Confession .259. Butterflies Ruined My Perfect Day…

You need to get Your conscience clean, but just spare me the details please
i wanna keep remembering this Perfect Day
i’m not the type to be left speechless, but i don’t think i can deal with this
That’s all the closure that You’ll give, this Perfect Day…

Confession .259.  Butterflies Ruined My Perfect Day...

Are W/we surprised it’s another Gabbie Hanna song at this point?  No?  Good.  🙂

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Confession .258. You Like Broken Girls Cause They Make You Feel Put Together…

You love em sick, dig up all the ugly shit
Then You offer up Your remedy
Your tightened lips never let Your secrets slip
Your repressed memories aren’t impressing me…

Confession .258.  You Like Broken Girls Cause They Make You Feel Put Together...

i sat down last night with every intention of listening to Gabbie Hanna’s 2WayMirror EP all the way through.  i warned Y/you all i would be all about it when it came out, and to expect posts with the songs.  The problem is, i started listening to this first song and it wound up on repeat all night… so i still haven’t heard any of the rest of the album!

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Confession .257. Maybe I Like To Hurt Sometimes…

i’m bracin for impact, leave my heart intact
i wish You never came around
New situation with low expectations
You still managed to let me down…

Confession .257.  Maybe I Like To Hurt Sometimes...

If Y/you’ve been here for any length of time, you know i’m an absolute stan for Gabbie Hanna, and she’s releasing a new EP tomorrow (5/31).  Recently she released a video that was a behind-the-scenes of her songwriting process, and this is the song that came from that.  (A few that got the EP early, i assume in other timezones, have posted it to Youtube, but i believe an official music video is dropping tomorrow with the EP.)

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Confession .256. I Swear To God When I Come Home, I’ll Never Let Go…

And i need You to know that W/we’re falling so fast
W/we’re falling like the stars – falling in love
And i’m not scared to say those words, with You i’m safe
W/we’re falling like the stars – falling in love…

Confession .256.  I Swear To God When I Come Home, I'll Never Let Go...

You mayyyy already know what this is… but… hear me out anyway.  *giggles*

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