Oh, you know, you know
You know I’d never ask you to change
If perfect’s what you’re searchin’ for, then just stay the same…
It WOULD be Pride that gets me back into being inspired for photos. The support of all of these creative talents in our little virtual world just amazes me, and I feel the need to showcase them, as they support me and others like me during this time. ♥
Continue reading “Confession .352. Cause You’re Amazing Just The Way You Are…”
What are you gonna tell her when she’s wrong?
Will you just shrug and say it’s been that way all along?
What are you gonna tell her when she figures out
That all this time you built her up just so the world could let her down?
Yeah, what do you tell her?
What are you gonna tell her?
Some of you have never heard this song, and after the events of today i’m going to make you cry like i have been all day. My apologies in advance. Today, in light of what is going on in Washington DC, i felt like i needed one of my “just the lyrics” posts… because these lyrics ring so true for the state of our country right now, unfortunately.
Honestly the only reason i’m posting is because i wanted to lose myself in Photoshop for awhile. Hence this picture is different than what i usually do. There are no words i can say that will describe my feelings of heartbreak like the lyrics of this song.
i’d like to make myself believe
That planet earth turns slowly…
i don’t really have a lot to talk about today, and i’m not sure if that’s because i’m too tired to chat, or if i genuinely don’t have anything to say. i haven’t been sleeping well (thanks, Bipolar), so i suppose i can chat a bit more candidly about that…
Continue reading “Confession .326. Everything Is Never As It Seems When I Fall Asleep…”
I’ve seen the world, lit it up as my stage now
Channeling angels in the new age now
Hot summer days, rock ‘n’ roll, the way you play for me at your show
And all the ways I got to know your pretty face and electric soul…
Today’s post is going to be a little bit heavy. If that’s not Y/your thing, then i understand. Just wanted to give Y/you a heads up before Y/you click for more. 🙂
Continue reading “Confession .284. Will You Still Love Me When I’m No Longer Young And Beautiful?”
We were caught up and lost in all of our vices
In your pose as the dust settled around us
And the walls kept tumbling down in the city that we love
Grey clouds roll over the hills, bringing darkness from above
In the last post i made, i shared with you my letter to my future self that i read out loud in a private ceremony. Today, i want to share with you a letter written to my *past* self. The self that i was before i began pledging. It is a little less deep, and a little more pledge and sorority centric, but i think there are still some vital things in there worth sharing.
You’re dripping like a saturated sunrise
You’re spilling like an overflowing sink
You’re ripped at every edge but You’re a masterpiece
And now You’re tearing through the pages and the ink…
Today i read a letter out loud that i wrote to my “Future Self” about a month ago now. While a month might not seem like a long time to most of Y/you, especially to re-read a ‘future self’ type letter… it’s been a month of recovery, rebuilding, and growth. i found it very effective, and so i’ve decided i’m going to share it with Y/you. Be gentle. These are pieces of me that i’m entrusting Y/you with…
Continue reading “Confession .282. Art Is Not What I Create; What I Create Is Chaos…”
Cause i don’t know the perfect road to go down
But i know i’m trying my best
i’m trying my best to be ok
i’m trying my best, but every day it’s so hard…
Oh god, i collabed! And i hope it doesn’t look terrible! My inspiration is always so sporadic that i’m scared to collab with other P/people that i won’t do T/them justice or their avatars or their looks or pretty much just any bit of anxiety that can stop me from doing something cool, will. But this year i signed up for the BVN Collab Challenge and while finding these two collab buddies was a bit unconventional, we did it!
Continue reading “Confession .281. Would You Believe Me If I Told You I’ve Got Flaws?”
Come on little lady, give Us a smile
No, i ain’t got nothin to smile about
i got no one to smile for, i waited awhile for
A moment to say, “i don’t owe You a goddamn thing!”
This is another one of those days where the lyrics to the song speak more than i do…. and so i’m just going to let them do that.
Continue reading “Confession .279. I’m Tired And Angry, But Somebody Should Be…”
But she’s new and she’s beautiful
You’ve never been in a fight
Yeah, it’s awfully perfect now
But You just know deep inside
She’s not me…
If You’re going to just shit on O/our memory, then why do You still have sentimental things about me in Your profile?
Continue reading “Confession .278. Or Is It None Of My Business?”
Cause i used to defy gravity, defy gravity
Goodbyes keep dragging me down…
And i’m fighting gravity, defying gravity
i’ve tried but i keep falling, cause falling’s easy
But it only brings You down…
Today is the last day of ROMP! And while Y/you haven’t seen too terribly much from me over these last 2 posts, Y/you have gotten to see some of my absolute favorites from this round. When items are quality, it makes doing what i do so much easier and allows me to simply have fun and play around in Photoshop for enjoyment rather than obligation, so i’m grateful to have been part of the team for this round.
Continue reading “Confession .276. And It Means Nothing Til You Let It…”
Antisocial Darwinism 