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Confession .129. Low On Self-Esteem, So You Run On Gasoline…

Are you deranged like me?  Are you strange like me?
Lighting matches just to swallow up the flame like me?
Do you call yourself a fucking hurricane like me?
Pointing fingers cause you’ll never take the blame like me?

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“Are you insane like me?  Been in pain like me?”

I just love how… harsh and raw this song is.  I’m pretty sure I’ve blogged it, like, 600 times, but it’s in my head lately because I’m pretty sure I’m going to dance it this weekend at the invitational Display of Riches in Teehra, so I’m trying to work it out.  It’s just kinda short… so some… finagling…

Sorry.  I might’ve gotten lost in music land for a bit.

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Confession .122. All The Leaves Are Brown And The Sky Is Grey…

I stopped into a church I passed along the way
Well I got down on my knees and I pretended to pray
You know the preacher likes the cold, He knows I’m gonna stay
California dreamin’ on such a winter’s day…

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Someone commented on a past blog post that I did referencing my affinity for ‘stealing’ my first love’s cowboy hat and wearing it around all the time… including at my Senior prom, which I asked him to as my friend because all my friends were in long-term relationships and I didn’t want to go alone.

They asked me how I felt about being friends with him, knowing we would never be lovers, and how I got over him.  I suppose today it’s time to tell more of that story.

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Confession .40. My Blood Flows Faster With Every Thought Of Everything That Happened Here…

And I remember that day that saved us…
The way you kissed me, and the salt, it filled my eyes.
And we remember our California
The night we slept along the shore and washed away…

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I finally graduated.

Yes, this is another one of those posts that I guess the title could be a little ‘click-baity’ cause it has nothing to do with what I’m blogging about.  My bad.  I’ve just been watching this show on Netflix called Switched At Birth, and I’m starting from the very beginning, Season 1, that I guess started in 2011 or so?  And a lot of the songs I really like… so I’ve been on a bit of a musical binge of the ‘soundtrack’ lately, and that particular lyric stuck out to me.

But has nothing to do with this post…

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You’re Just Another Day That Keeps Me Breathing…

You’re just a hideaway, You’re just a feeling
You let my heart escape, beyond the meaning
Pulling my head into the clouds, I’m floating off
When You get me going, I can’t find a way to stop…

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I’m so obsessed with this book… lol.  I’ve got to do another word today.  Sorry if any of you don’t like these.  Just lookit the pretty pictures and lookit the credits if there’s something you want, if that’s the case.  😀

akin, adj.

I noticed on your profile that you said you loved “Charlotte’s Web”.  So it was something we talked about on that first date, about how the word radiant sealed it for each of us, and how the most heartbreaking moment isn’t when Charlotte dies, but when it looks like all of her children will leave Wilbur, too.
In the long view, did it matter that we shared this?  Did it matter that we both drank coffee at night and both happened to go to Barcelona the summer after our senior year?  In the long view, was it such a revelation that we were both ticklish and that we both liked dogs more than cats?  Really, weren’t these facts just placeholders until the long view could truly assert itself?
We were painting by numbers, starting with the greens.  Because that happened to be our favorite color.  And this, we figured, had to mean something.

— “The Lover’s Dictionary” by David Levithan

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akin, adj.

He doesn’t like Zombies.  Or, at least, that’s what I assume, because he’s not exactly super into having riveting discussion after the latest drama-filled episode of The Walking Dead.  There are very few shows that I watch religiously, and this is one of them.  But television has never been a dealbreaker for me.

Of course, this was the small crack that made me wonder, what else don’t we agree on?

But then there are the other things.  We both believe in Dominance tempered with compassion.  That a Dominant doesn’t have to be an unconditional hard-ass in order to get things done and fulfill their role.  We both are not a fan of horror movies.  We both have the tendency to stop watching things if there’s something we know happens that we don’t want to/can’t deal with.  And while these things may come to grow less and less significant the more and more we learn about each other, the fact remains that these little similarities are what keeps things going.

Think about it.  If I didn’t have anything in common with Him, would I find Him half as interesting?  Perhaps.  So long as his views didn’t /directly/ conflict with mine, then I would certainly be interested in hearing them.  But if they didn’t really jive… then what?  Where do you go from there?

Having things in common is nearly essential in this ‘getting to know you’ phase of everything.

And as you grow?  One thing has always stuck with me from a person in my past.  They used to tell me, “Where we don’t align, we mesh.”  That, I think is key.  Sure, we’re not going to agree on everything… and I don’t think I’d want to.  If I were to ‘date’ a carbon copy of myself, I’d go crazy.  But if we can co-exist in our differences?  I’d be the happiest girl in the world.

No, really.  I’m not sure you’re aware how awesome this is.  🙂

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*~* You’re Just Another Day That Keeps Me Breathing… *~*

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