Confession .366. I Just Need A Moment In My Own Space…

The older I get, I feel like I’m always tryna save time
Talkin’ to the voices in my head, they make me think twice
Tellin’ me it doesn’t mean it’s wrong because it feels right…

I don’t make friends very easily. Between things that I have no control over and things I simply haven’t put in the effort to control, I either just can’t seem to relate to other P/people enough to make friends, or once I make them I will find some way to sabotage the friendship. It usually goes one of a few ways, and this year I resolved that I was going to actively work on it.

Confession .364. I Feel Safe In The 5AM Light…

Jump into the heat
Spinnin’ on our feet
In a technicolour beat…
You and me
Caught up in a dream
In a technicolour beat…

I’m in another kinda state where I want to post this photo, but I don’t know what to write, so I’m going to write you the same thing I’ve written on Facebook today, as well as in my journal.

Confession .362. Everything Could Stay The Same Or We Could Change It All…

Around, the shadows creep
Like friends, they cover me
Just wanna lay me down and finally try to get some sleep…

Summer Camp is still going on, and I absolutely fell in LOVE with this blush to give me the gentle almost-sunburnt look.

Confession .361. Will You Hold Me Tight And Not Let Go?

And now Your song is on repeat
And I’m dancin’ on to Your heartbeat
And when You’re gone, I feel incomplete
So if You want the truth
I just wanna be part of Your symphony…

I’m back amongst the realm of the living – sort of. I’ve been down with some kind of virus for the last week that I’ve assumed was just the flu (had a negative covid test, so no lectures about getting tested, please lol) and I’m finally starting to feel a bit more like myself.

Confession .359. But What If I Don’t Feel Like I’m Beautiful?

Maybe I’m not pretty, maybe I’m just fun
‘Cause I got a belly and I got a bum
And I’m always jelly of all the other ones
With their itty bitty bellies and their rump-ump-ump-bums…

I’ve blogged this song before, but it popped back up in my recommended and wound up on repeat again. The whole thing is worth a listen if Y/you have the time. 🙂

Confession .355. I Guess That’s The Difference Between You And I…

The difference between you and I
Is I would never leave you stranded, left behind
So once it all comes down to the wire
I know I ain’t perfect, I ain’t always right
But at least I can own it, at least I tried
I guess that’s the difference between you and I…

More mermaid goodness from Mermaid Cove! Honestly, I’m loving all of the different items that have been put out at various events lately, but I keep coming back to my inner-Siren. ♥

Confession .354. And They’re Haunting Me Until I Overdose…

My room feels so small
These walls are closing in and there’s no door
I’m out of space I’ve been washed out, washed out
I’m running from myself
Losing focus I’ve been washed out, washed out
Yeah, I’ve been going through hell…

“Beware of the One that slaps you with one hand then strokes you with the other. Addicted to creating chaos. Raising you up, only to cut you down. The best thing you can do is wash away the past and start afresh.” A quote from an image that one of the Pages I follow on Facebook shared tonight – and that was what made me sit down to write tonight instead of putting this post off until tomorrow. That, and this damned song.

Confession .352. Cause You’re Amazing Just The Way You Are…

Oh, you know, you know
You know I’d never ask you to change
If perfect’s what you’re searchin’ for, then just stay the same…

It WOULD be Pride that gets me back into being inspired for photos. The support of all of these creative talents in our little virtual world just amazes me, and I feel the need to showcase them, as they support me and others like me during this time. ♥

Confession .351. Yeah, I Know How To Scream My Own Name…

I take it nice and slow, feeling good on my own
Without you, yeah (hey)
Got me speaking in tongues, the beautiful it comes
Without you, yeah (hey)…

Happy Pride! ♥ I’m still a little MIA right now, but I had to come back and take a photo with some of the L$99 items that Designers have out at their mainstores for Pride At Home!

Confession .349. I Don’t Wanna Lose Control…

Trying everyday when I hold my breath
Spinning out in space
Pressing on my chest
I don’t wanna lose control…

I feel like they borked my brain when they did both surgeries that I’ve had in the last three months. I have zero inspiration for much of anything, I’m tired all the time, and I just have, like, zero attention span.