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Confession .354. And They’re Haunting Me Until I Overdose…

My room feels so small
These walls are closing in and there’s no door
I’m out of space I’ve been washed out, washed out
I’m running from myself
Losing focus I’ve been washed out, washed out
Yeah, I’ve been going through hell…

Confession .354.  And They're Haunting Me Until I Overdose...

“Beware of the One that slaps you with one hand then strokes you with the other. Addicted to creating chaos. Raising you up, only to cut you down. The best thing you can do is wash away the past and start afresh.” A quote from an image that one of the Pages I follow on Facebook shared tonight – and that was what made me sit down to write tonight instead of putting this post off until tomorrow. That, and this damned song.

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Confession .352. Cause You’re Amazing Just The Way You Are…

Oh, you know, you know
You know I’d never ask you to change
If perfect’s what you’re searchin’ for, then just stay the same…

Confession .352.  Cause You're Amazing Just The Way You Are...

It WOULD be Pride that gets me back into being inspired for photos. The support of all of these creative talents in our little virtual world just amazes me, and I feel the need to showcase them, as they support me and others like me during this time. ♥

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Confession .351. Yeah, I Know How To Scream My Own Name…

I take it nice and slow, feeling good on my own
Without you, yeah (hey)
Got me speaking in tongues, the beautiful it comes
Without you, yeah (hey)…

Confession .351.  Yeah, I Know How To Scream My Own Name...

Happy Pride! ♥ I’m still a little MIA right now, but I had to come back and take a photo with some of the L$99 items that Designers have out at their mainstores for Pride At Home!

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Confession .349. I Don’t Wanna Lose Control…

Trying everyday when I hold my breath
Spinning out in space
Pressing on my chest
I don’t wanna lose control…

Confession .349.  I Don't Wanna Lose Control...

I feel like they borked my brain when they did both surgeries that I’ve had in the last three months. I have zero inspiration for much of anything, I’m tired all the time, and I just have, like, zero attention span.

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Confession .348. You Don’t Even Know Me…

You don’t know a thing at all
You don’t know about the way I am when I am all alone
You don’t even know
Where I care, the way I’ve grown
You don’t know about the way I love so deeply to my bones
You don’t even know me…

Confession .348.  You Don't Even Know Me...

I’ve been thinking a lot about situations I shouldn’t be thinking about lately, which is of course an awesome thing, right? -insert eyeroll here-

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Confession .347. I’m Not Leaving Quiet, Babe…

Just set it all on fire and burn down this room
And strip my being to the wires
And I’ll learn to carry it through
But in any kind of way, I’ll make it clear for you
I’m not leaving quiet, babe
So burn down this room…

Confession .347.  I'm Not Leaving Quiet, Babe...

I’m more inspired for photos lately than I am for dance. And that’s saying something… usually I’m brimming with things I want to build or dance – but ever since my surgery it’s like… I don’t have the brain power, or the inspiration, or both. And I’m a little afraid it’ll never come back…

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Confession .342. You Cut My Brakes And Hit The Throttle…

I don’t know if this is real life, real life
What happens if I open my eyes, my eyes?
Will I ever get my head right, head right?
I don’t know if this is real life, real life…

Confession .342.  You Cut My Brakes And Hit The Throttle...

This song is stuck in my head, like, every other day. But then again, for the last five months it’s been pretty relevant. Lol.

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Confession .340. Maybe I’m Not Pretty, Maybe I’m Just Fun…

I’m not gunna ask for help
Cause all you’re gunna say is
“You’re perfect, and, oh, you’re so worth it”
But sometimes I hate myself
I get inside my head and
I think that I somehow deserve this…

Confession .340.  Maybe I'm Not Pretty, Maybe I'm Just Fun...

I’m back. And if this is your first time here and you don’t know where I went, I had weight loss surgery, something I talked a lot in a post HERE.

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Confession .339. Life Was A Willow And It Bent Right To Your Wind…

The more that You say, the less I know
Wherever you stray I follow
I’m begging for You to take my hand
Wreck my plans
That’s my Man…

Confession .339.  Life Was A Willow And It Bent Right To Your Wind...

They tell you that you won’t find what you’re looking for until you stop looking. And this was no more true for me than in the last four months or so. Learning about myself through learning about You, learning about working together instead of against each other. Learning about what love actually looks like.

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