Can we pretend that i’m twenty-two today
Dancing on the tables with you
Can we pretend that we all end up ok
i just want to forget with you…
i’ve been avoiding talking about Azuri – like i said before. And after attending her memorial today on her sim (a beautiful gathering, by the way), i think i might be somewhat able to try and express myself. If Y/you were at the memorial and Y/you’re reading this, Y/you’ll see a lot of what i said, along with some things i meant to say peppered in.
Continue reading “Confession .262. Can We Pretend?”
Our chemistry’s irrefutable
And i’ll love You til You die…
i’ll come to Your funeral
But i won’t promise to cry…
i’m avoiding talking about Azuri. Hate me for it if Y/you want to, but i will talk about it when i’m ready – and i’m just not quite ready yet.
Continue reading “Confession .261. Trust Me When I Tell You Not To Touch Me…”
If i’m just somebody that You’re gonna leave
And You don’t feel something when You look at me
You’re holding my heart, mmm, what You say?
Just let me down slowly, i’ll be ok…
i’m eternally conflicted. i want to hate You for what You did to me. i want to hate You for the lies You told while proclaiming transparency. i want to hate You for the integrity You lacked while thrusting Yourself forward as an Example in the Community. i want to hate You for the girl You replaced me with. i want to hate You for every time You said one thing and did another…
Continue reading “Confession .260. I’m Here, But I’m In Pieces, And I Don’t Know How To Fix This…”
i’m bracin for impact, leave my heart intact
i wish You never came around
New situation with low expectations
You still managed to let me down…
If Y/you’ve been here for any length of time, you know i’m an absolute stan for Gabbie Hanna, and she’s releasing a new EP tomorrow (5/31). Recently she released a video that was a behind-the-scenes of her songwriting process, and this is the song that came from that. (A few that got the EP early, i assume in other timezones, have posted it to Youtube, but i believe an official music video is dropping tomorrow with the EP.)
Continue reading “Confession .257. Maybe I Like To Hurt Sometimes…”
So You’re a tough Guy, like it really rough Guy
Just can’t get enough Guy, chest always so puffed Guy
i’m that bad type, make Your mama sad type
Make Your girlfriend mad type, might seduce Your Dad type
i’m the bad guy… duh…
i used to be really into photo contests, especially as i was actively working my ass off to make my photos into something i was proud of. Now that i’m usually satisfied with the outcome of most of my photos, i’ve allowed my competitive nature to settle the hell down. i only enter things when i’m inspired – like last year when i put a photo into the Swallow Ears contest… it’s still one of my favorite photos i’ve done in the last little bit.
So i wasn’t planning to enter this contest until i took a walk through the event and heard this song on the radio last night. Lol.
Continue reading “Confession .255. I’m The Bad Guy, Duh…”
Prey on the Powerful
Masters of the game
We run with the wolves in the shadows
We’ll chase them down, oh, til we’re face to face…
i had inspiration to build today, but with LL’s maintenance window starting today, i figured it would be safer instead to do some pictures. Lol. At least relogging hasn’t caused problems for me yet. -knocking on wood-
Continue reading “Confession .253. This Is The World We Made…”
i’m merciless, when will You learn?
Set fires just to watch them burn
i bet You never saw me coming…
i’ve said… a lot… that i don’t understand the way humans treat each other sometimes. And i get that the particular wording of that sounds like i count myself outside of something human – and at times i do. i lack the emotional quotient to intelligently infer peoples’ emotions like Y/y’all can do. In those moments, i feel less than human – like i fail at the most basic concepts of being human.
Continue reading “Confession .252. My Tongue Is A Weapon, And I’m Locked And Loaded…”
Ohh… I knew it when I met him
I loved him when I left him…
Camila Cabello is too fucking catchy. Even if I find a lot of the music base-less and depth-less… I can’t help but listen to it on repeat. And that’s exactly why you’re getting one of her newer singles in this blog post today. Lmao.
Sorry, not sorry, if it gets stuck in your head.
Continue reading “Confession .146. Half Of My Heart Is In Havana…”
Say You’re sorry, Honey
But You never really show…
And I can leave the party without ever letting You know
Without ever letting You know…
The blogger gods seem to have answered my prayers today. I went back into a couple of groups to see if I’d missed anything – because I always miss SOMETHING – and lo and behold, there was an awesome new skin applier for Lelutka from AlterEgo. So of course I grabbed that. And it was a chance to show off the Lelutka version of these Veechi eyeshadows I’ve been digging on lately.
Continue reading “Confession .29. When The Roof Is On Fire, You Never Let Me Know”
You can be my guiding light
Keep me company in the night
That’s all I need, all I want
Is for you to stay a little longer now
With arms around me, like a border…
I do stupid shit. Often.
Continue reading “Confession .27. Like The Air I Breathe, I Let You In…”