Hey, we’re just kids, don’t it feel lovely
We sip rum and write songs til we feel funny
Outside til sunrise, we ain’t finished
Hey ma, give me five more minutes…
Consider yourself warned. Today is a little more serious. Both in a good and a ‘sad’ way. So, if that’s not your game today, then I’ll see you next time! ♥
Continue reading “Confession .163. Always Let The Bullshit Dominate My Focus…”
God, sorry if I sound too do-goody
But for the sake of our community
I’ma take the opportunity to let you know
There’s another stage after puberty…
Ok. So. I’m going to start this post by saying… sorry, not sorry. Everything I say in here is, and always has been, solely my opinion. That’s what my blog is for. To share my passion for photos and fashion in SL, along with my own personal thoughts about whatever is going on in my life at the moment.
And what’s going on in my life right now is all this Backdrop City drama.
Continue reading “Confession .162. If You Like Someone, Don’t Blatantly Bite From Them…”
We said goodbye, that’s what You told me once
So many times we’ve made our peace
But this is love, I’ll never give You up
I know You’ll always come home to me
I’m being sappy and ridiculous today, so… sorry, not sorry.
Draconis left for a RL business thing for a week on Sunday, and of course because I was pledging, we never really got to sit down and go over anything outside of we always have Kik to stay connected during the day. We didn’t get to do that whole “let’s spend a shit-ton of time together before I go,” thing either… between pledging and the Thanksgiving holiday.
So I’m being sappy and ridiculous. And I’m allowed to be today.
Continue reading “Confession .157. Come Find Me…”
Maybe if I was a neon light
I’d lead your car right back to my door
Oh, maybe if I was a jukebox needle dropping on a drinking song
You’d want one more
If my name was Whiskey
Maybe right now you’d miss me…
There comes a time where you’ve given so much to someone or something, that you have to see if it’s not being reciprocated. You have to sit back and objectively look at what you’re giving and what you’re getting back from it and question whether the return is worth the effort put in.
And sometimes it will be unbalanced, and that’ll still be ok. Other times, it will take sitting back and looking objectively at it to see just how much your efforts are being taken advantage of.
Continue reading “Confession .151. I’d Be All You Need, And You’d Get Drunk On Me…”
I can tell you what it feels like
To lose your home on a cold night
Can you see the blood in my red eyes?
Have another toke, we’ll forget life…
“We can bottle up our fear, brew a taste so sweet, knock us off our feet.”
The particular video of this song that I’m watching while I’m writing this has been out since July of 2016. So my only question is…
WHERE THE HELL WAS I?! I’m LOVING this song, and it’s been on repeat all night, hence it has managed to permeate this blog post. Sorry, not sorry.
Continue reading “Confession .142. Burn Our Troubles, Inhale Them All…”
But they would see me when I’m coming
I’ll be laughing, why you running?
Oh, you won’t see me when I’m coming
I’ll be that monster you been wanting…
5 years in the modeling industry, supposedly I’ve been this horrible person the whole time right, and this is the first time I’ve wound up in SL Secrets. And it was weak af.
Like… I’m almost disappointed THAT’S what they went with. Though I’m even more disappointed that their edit of my photo was garbage. Did you get my ex, the “graphic designer” to do it for you?
Sorry… end petty. On to better things!
Continue reading “Confession .140. They Made A Monster Out Of Me…”
Been about three days and I’m comin’ back
I’m about four minutes from a heart attack
And I think You make me a maniac
But You don’t know.
Don’t bust my balls for one picture in this post. I was zooming in to take a closer picture of the face/hair and Black Dragon crashed on me. (Shock shock! A buggy viewer crashed! Never! Lol.)
The point of this post is pretty hair, pretty skin, pretty tattoo, and you can see all of that in this photo.
Continue reading “Confession .111. But I’m Thinking, “Damn, If These Walls Could Talk!””
The reminders pull the floor from your feet
In the kitchen, one more chair than you need
And you’re angry… and you should be… it’s not fair
Just cause you can’t see it, doesn’t mean it isn’t there…
I was more than a little bit terrified when I started getting wind of a new Linkin Park album.
Like… I grew up with Linkin Park… and they were kind of the misfit’s anthem of my generation – at least in the part of the midwest I was in… maybe in more musically-diverse areas of the country and of the world, you had a different band that was this for you… but, like… I couldn’t wrap my head around being now 27 years old and going back to listening to this band from my childhood/early-adolescence.
And then I heard “Heavy” for the first time. And that song played on repeat for DAYS… Linkin Park had managed to write my anthem all over again… so of course, I started poking around at other songs from the album.
That’s when I found this one…
Continue reading “Confession .94. Who Cares If One More Light Goes Out? I Do…”
Oh nothing’s sure, but surely as we stand
I promise I will stay the same
And I’ve never seen forever
But I know we’ll remain
In a world uncertain…
Nothing is actually for sure. Death and taxes, so they tell me, but even those things have their sliding scale. There is nothing really certain to cling to in those tumultuous moments that toss you back and forth, leaving you dizzy and unsure which way is the surface… and all you need is a breath of air.
Sometimes things change so quickly.
Continue reading “Confession .76. I Will Follow Where This Takes Me”