Confession .368. Today It’s As Dark As My Roots…

Now all of my oceans have riptides
Can’t seem to find what’s wrong
The whole world is letting me down…

My avatar is a bit of a mood ring for me, sometimes. I’m so used to changing everything as often as I feel like – a simple scroll back through my Flickr feed will show you how often I change my avatar. Lol.

Confession .367. You Get Back What You Put In…

Cycles, Change
Completion of a Cycle
Positive change, End of delays, A lucky break

The Wheel of Fortune card allows you to gain a deeper understanding of life’s cycles of change. Its imagery has mystical, astrological, and occult symbolism, showing that many of the forces influencing our lives are mysterious and invisible.

Confession .363. Do You Still Get Drunk When You’re Sad, Girl?

Blink of an eye, time flew by
Everything changed like that
When the lights go off, the music stops
Do you wish someone would ask?

Sometimes I do wish someone would ask…

Confession .361. Will You Hold Me Tight And Not Let Go?

And now Your song is on repeat
And I’m dancin’ on to Your heartbeat
And when You’re gone, I feel incomplete
So if You want the truth
I just wanna be part of Your symphony…

I’m back amongst the realm of the living – sort of. I’ve been down with some kind of virus for the last week that I’ve assumed was just the flu (had a negative covid test, so no lectures about getting tested, please lol) and I’m finally starting to feel a bit more like myself.

Confession .353. Something Like Freedom…

And it’s safe to say the storm’s gone away
And I’m dancing on the morning after
Yes I’d love to stay, but my home is the other way
And I miss the love and laughter…

Mermaid Cove! If you know me and the rest of the #OriginalSirens of Zeta Theta Mu, then you know that we’re all obsessing over this event right now. I’m blessed enough to blog for it, so I’ll be showing you some of the amazing creations that these designers have released for those of us who want to get in touch with our inner-mermaid!

Confession .352. Cause You’re Amazing Just The Way You Are…

Oh, you know, you know
You know I’d never ask you to change
If perfect’s what you’re searchin’ for, then just stay the same…

It WOULD be Pride that gets me back into being inspired for photos. The support of all of these creative talents in our little virtual world just amazes me, and I feel the need to showcase them, as they support me and others like me during this time. ♥

Confession .351. Yeah, I Know How To Scream My Own Name…

I take it nice and slow, feeling good on my own
Without you, yeah (hey)
Got me speaking in tongues, the beautiful it comes
Without you, yeah (hey)…

Happy Pride! ♥ I’m still a little MIA right now, but I had to come back and take a photo with some of the L$99 items that Designers have out at their mainstores for Pride At Home!

Confession .349. I Don’t Wanna Lose Control…

Trying everyday when I hold my breath
Spinning out in space
Pressing on my chest
I don’t wanna lose control…

I feel like they borked my brain when they did both surgeries that I’ve had in the last three months. I have zero inspiration for much of anything, I’m tired all the time, and I just have, like, zero attention span.

Confession .347. I’m Not Leaving Quiet, Babe…

Just set it all on fire and burn down this room
And strip my being to the wires
And I’ll learn to carry it through
But in any kind of way, I’ll make it clear for you
I’m not leaving quiet, babe
So burn down this room…

I’m more inspired for photos lately than I am for dance. And that’s saying something… usually I’m brimming with things I want to build or dance – but ever since my surgery it’s like… I don’t have the brain power, or the inspiration, or both. And I’m a little afraid it’ll never come back…

Confession .343. But You Won’t Be Left Behind…

So I’ll tell You now, I don’t have a doubt
I’ll come home to You, no matter what we do
I will find a way, cause I’m not ready
To say goodbye at anytime…

The concept of Polyamory as a whole is way too much for me to talk about in one blog post, but there are a couple of musings I guess I want to mention.