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Confession .137. You Think I Can’t Get Hood Like You, You Motherfucker?

I can do it like a brother
Do it like a dude
Grab my crotch, wear my hat low like you…

Confession .137.  You Think I Can't Get Hood Like You, You Motherfucker?

So… this is a thing that happened.  *Itches nervously at the back of her neck*

Honestly?  I’ve been meaning to do the m-alt thing for awhile, and I’m too lazy to build up another avatar with poses and stuff, so I figured I may as well do it on Tivi and just have my own shape/head/body situation over here, so that I have access to all my poses and other stuff.

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Confession .66. Opia

Shoutout to my ex, You’re really quite the man
You made my heart break at that made me who I am
Here’s to my ex, hey, look at me now
I’m all the way up, I swear You’ll never bring me down!

Confession .66.  Opia

opia
n. the ambiguous intensity of looking someone in the eye, which can feel simultaneously invasive and vulnerable—their pupils glittering, bottomless and opaque—as if you were peering through a hole in the door of a house, able to tell that there’s someone standing there, but unable to tell if you’re looking in or looking out.

I’ve always been one to kink for sensory deprivation.  I always loved the idea of it within SL, and then when I went into the RL community, I experimented with it and found just as intense a love for it there as well.  Though I think my enjoyment of it in RL came in a completely different form than I would have liked for it to.

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Bombs Over Broadway For Fire In The Sky…

My life flashed before my eyes
Razorblade lips and daggers up in your eyes
Baby your love is a crime
Danger by day, but you’re evil in the night…

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“Switch to the improved posting experience!”  God no!  I like my posting experience the way it is, thank you very much.  I’m already more than a little irritated at the two successful hacking attempts into my blog that has now forced me to move back to the WordPress.Com platform and re-syndicate my blog with everyone… again.  I’d like to not have to learn new posting experiences.  Lol.

One step at a time, WordPress.  Please?

Anyway.  This is an entirely new look for me, yeah?  Haha.  Some of you might remember my Facebook post the other day (a week or so ago?) about the Fantasy RP sim that Rodric and I found.  I have two characters there, both on Tivi’s avi, just different appearances and different slots on the roleplay HUD for her information, but this is one of them.  Her true name is Jerijah, which literally means “fear”, and she goes by Ijah, because she can be bonded and controlled by anyone who knows her true name.  She’s a demoness who doesn’t exactly… eat?  She feeds solely on fear.

Though how she harvests said fear, as she is learning, can tend to drive people a little bit insane.  So that’s always fun.

She is the darker side of me.  When I’m angry, upset, stressed out… when I just want to throw things or beat things with sticks (ask Rodric… it happens more than you might think), it’s a nice outlet to go and be able to roleplay a character that is simply, for lack of a better term, a frigid bitch who gives zero fucks about anybody else.  And when she doesn’t feed for an extended period of time?  She becomes extremely violent and psychotic (a racial trait), so that can be fun to play as well.

Plus… do you see her?  The styling opportunities are tremendous!  *Giggles*

Here shortly I plan to show you my other character as well, Faelwen, as soon as I can get some good pictures of her.  I’m sorry I’ve been neglecting this blog for so long.  As you all know, shortly after my last post, I went to housesit for my parents for a week, so I didn’t have access to my computer, nor my internet connection for most of that.  Then when I came home, I was home for less than 24 hours before I ended up with a fever of 104.5 and my mother came and got me to take me back to her house.  I was literally held captive (well, not literally, but it felt like it! lol) until my fever was down and stayed down without being pumped full of antibiotics and ibuprofen, which lasted about 3 days.  When I got home, the storm that rolled through the day before knocked out my internet.  And when I say knocked it out, I don’t mean like, “Oh, it was a signal problem that a tech fixed the next day.”  I mean, literally, something nearby got hit by lightening, and it took 4 days to get someone out to fix it.  Lol.  From there, I’ve simply been attempting to get back into the swing of things, adjust to new medications after finally getting to go back to a real doctor, and was busting my ass on a project… that I am no longer working on.

But we won’t go into that project.  Because the whole situation surrounding that mess makes me angry.

Either way, I’m back and blogging again, and hopefully will introduce you to Faelwen soon!  And I’ll blog my MVW audition outfit with a bit of a recap on how that went and what is going through my head as this journey begins.  And and and… so many post ideas!  So excited.  ❤

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*~* Bombs Over Broadway, For Fire In The Sky… *~*

Shape: MINE
Skin: Immortalia (Femme; Nerio Tone) || The Plastik
Body: Lara Mesh Body (v 3.3) || Maitreya
Eyes: Deadshine Eyes (Black) || IKON
Hair: Stoned Love (All Blacks Pack) || Vanity Hair
Hands: Avatar Enhancement Hands (Elegant 1) || Slink
Feet: Mesh Body Feet (v3.3; set to Flat) || Maitreya
Tail: Sci-Fi Demon Tail || CREATiCA
Nail Claws: Lethal Talons (Black; For Slink Elegant 1) || CerberusXing
* Comes with sizes for Maitreya Hands, Slink Elegant 1, TMP Female, and TMP Male
Claw Top/Panties/Skirt: Thorny Succubus Outfit (Black) || Aii
Chain Top/Sash/Belt/Bracelets/Hands: Aphrodite Gacha || Aisling || The Secret Affair
Sandals: Pandora Sandals (Coal) || Fri.day
Halo: Lucifer’s Halo || CerberusXing
Forehead Horns: Devil Female (Black) || Punch
Horns: Hundred Chain Horns (Chained + Black) || CerberusXing
Facial Piercings: Schakal || the HV
Pipe: Dragonclaw Pipe Silver (Ebony) || CerberusXing
Katana: Da-Katana || MPS

Pose (both photos): Rock Chick 09 || Ma Vie

Location: Realm of the Forgotten Fantasy RP Sim
* I’m linking it for those interested in checking it out, but please keep in mind this is an ACTIVE roleplay sim.  This is NOT a photography sim.

Blogging Tune: “Evil In The Night” – Adam Lambert