Posted in Anthem, Collabor88, Events, Level Event, Life, New Releases

Confession .348. You Don’t Even Know Me…

You don’t know a thing at all
You don’t know about the way I am when I am all alone
You don’t even know
Where I care, the way I’ve grown
You don’t know about the way I love so deeply to my bones
You don’t even know me…

Confession .348.  You Don't Even Know Me...

I’ve been thinking a lot about situations I shouldn’t be thinking about lately, which is of course an awesome thing, right? -insert eyeroll here-

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Posted in Events, Life, New Releases, Shop and Hop

Confession .333. Stand Or Fall, I Will Be Right Here For You…

These are words that every girl should have a chance to hear
There will be love, there will be pain, there will be hope, there will be fear
And through it all, year after year
Stand or fall I will be right here for you

Confession .333.  Stand Or Fall, I Will Be Right Here For You...

For those that may not know, i had my (SL) daughter Fallon back at the end of the September. i’ve not ‘featured’ her here before now because she’s a Zooby, and i know some have conflicting views on that, and pregnancy in SL, and families in SL in general. But with the hype around the upcoming Zooby pregnancy body, i figured now would be a good time to let you in on another piece of my life, RL and SL.

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Posted in Collabor88, Events, FaMESHed X, Life, New Releases, Salon 52

Confession .284. Will You Still Love Me When I’m No Longer Young And Beautiful?

I’ve seen the world, lit it up as my stage now
Channeling angels in the new age now
Hot summer days, rock ‘n’ roll, the way you play for me at your show
And all the ways I got to know your pretty face and electric soul…

Confession .284.  Will You Still Love Me When I'm No Longer Young And Beautiful?

Today’s post is going to be a little bit heavy.  If that’s not Y/your thing, then i understand.  Just wanted to give Y/you a heads up before Y/you click for more.  🙂

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Posted in Group Gifts, Life, New Releases

Confession .248. The House Don’t Fall When The Bones Are Good…

When the bones are good, the rest don’t matter
Yeah, the paint could peel, the glass could shatter
Let it rain ’cause you and I remain the same…

Confession .248.  The House Don't Fall When The Bones Are Good...

i had written a completely different blog post for this… like, picked a song, took the photo, wrote the whole post out, had the credits… and then i paused… and changed everything.  i’m much happier with what this says now, and i think it’s a much better post for a day like today.

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Posted in Events, Life, New Releases, Uber, We <3 RP

Confession .247. Fall On Rosy Thorns For A Taste Of Lethal Bliss…

As i choke on flames, You light up Your torch
Each of my defeats if Your victory
And i walk barefoot on a field of swords
You have Mastered the art of Cruelty…

Confession .247.  Fall On Rosy Thorns For A Taste Of Lethal Bliss...

Ok, after surviving for a week and a half on my “i think this might be a workaround” theory, i can safely say that i think it’s the only workaround i’ve got.  i have to keep my avi logged online, even when i’m afk at night asleep, in order to keep the connection open.  Buuuut by keeping the connection open, i’m not crashing our or anything.  So that tells me the problem was with SL trying to open whatever connection it needed through my ISP – that’s the part that was getting overloaded.  It doesn’t do anything nefarious when it’s actually logged in.  So basically that just means i have to stay logged in.

But i’m game to do that for awhile if it means being able to take photos and get work done on a consistent basis again.  2 months of that was too much.  So please bear with me while i play a bit of catch-up.

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Posted in Enchantment, Events, FaMeshed, Life, New Releases, ROMP

Confession .207. Turns Out I’m Your Favorite Thing To Discuss…

Nothing that you say is mildly true
Spit deceit through shift smiles
Two faces you’ve had for awhile
You act like such a fucking child…

Confession .207.  Turns Out I'm Your Favorite Thing To Discuss...

Today, I’d like to have a fun little chat about gaslighting – so please consider this your trigger warning for subjects like self-harm, psychological/mental abuse, and other similar themes.  If you click off for this reason, then see you next time!  ♥

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Posted in Bloom, Events, Ultra

Confession .181. I’m So Defeated, I Can’t Get Outside My Head…

I post a picture of myself, cause I’m lonely
Everyone knows what I look like, not even one of them knows me
Yeah, I just want to drink tequila with my friends
I’m so defeated, I just want this shit to end…

Confession .181.  I'm So Defeated, I Can't Get Outside My Head...

My muse is extra flighty lately.  Pardon me while I beat her back into submission…

Also, I’m incredibly unsure how I managed to get the environment to look peaceful and pretty while I have a knife in my hand.  I’ve just learned not to question what happens when I’m tinkering around in Photoshop.

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Posted in Collabor88, Events, New Releases

Confession .178. I’m Just A Product Of The System Of Catastrophe…

Hypocritical, egotistical
I don’t wanna be a parenthetical, hypothetical
Working hard on something that I’m proud of, out of the box
An epoxy to the world and the vision we’ve lost…

Confession .178.  I'm Just A Product Of The System Of Catastrophe...

It’s not often that I do this, but there isn’t much to say today.

I mean, there’s stuff to say… but I’m still figuring out how… and what… and when.

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