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Confession .348. You Don’t Even Know Me…

You don’t know a thing at all
You don’t know about the way I am when I am all alone
You don’t even know
Where I care, the way I’ve grown
You don’t know about the way I love so deeply to my bones
You don’t even know me…

Confession .348.  You Don't Even Know Me...

I’ve been thinking a lot about situations I shouldn’t be thinking about lately, which is of course an awesome thing, right? -insert eyeroll here-

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Confession .345. How Am I Gonna Be An Optimist About This?

And the walls kept tumbling down
In the city that we love
Grey clouds roll over the hills
Bringing darkness from above…

Confession .345.  How Am I Gonna Be An Optimist About This?

If You close Your eyes, does it almost feel like nothing changed at all?

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Confession .343. But You Won’t Be Left Behind…

So I’ll tell You now, I don’t have a doubt
I’ll come home to You, no matter what we do
I will find a way, cause I’m not ready
To say goodbye at anytime…

Confession .343.  But You Won't Be Left Behind...

The concept of Polyamory as a whole is way too much for me to talk about in one blog post, but there are a couple of musings I guess I want to mention.

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Confession .340. Maybe I’m Not Pretty, Maybe I’m Just Fun…

I’m not gunna ask for help
Cause all you’re gunna say is
“You’re perfect, and, oh, you’re so worth it”
But sometimes I hate myself
I get inside my head and
I think that I somehow deserve this…

Confession .340.  Maybe I'm Not Pretty, Maybe I'm Just Fun...

I’m back. And if this is your first time here and you don’t know where I went, I had weight loss surgery, something I talked a lot in a post HERE.

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Confession .330. On The Hardwood Floor, We Should Be Asleep…

Baby, i’m not even in a gown
i’m just in a t-shirt on the couch
The way You want me makes me want You now
The only thing you have to say is, “Wow!”

Confession .330.  On The Hardwood Floor, We Should Be Asleep...

Family who happen to stumble along this post… just move right along, and please don’t beat me. Lol. Love youuuuuu.

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Confession .319. I Don’t Want You Looking Back At All The Ghosts Left Behind…

Perfect line to open with
Her heart was never meant for this
Ooh we’re never over it…

Confession .319.  I Don't Want You Looking Back At All The Ghosts Left Behind...

It’s interesting the lengths that P/people will go to to justify what they want to do, even if it isn’t the right thing – morally in that situation or just generally.

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Confession .314. Heaven Gonna Hate Me…

I am not afraid anymore
Standing in the eye of the storm
Ready to face this, dying to taste this, sick sweet warmth…

Confession .314.  Heaven Gonna Hate Me...

If you’ve been here for any length of time, you know decor is not my strong suit, but is something i’ve been trying to improve upon for years now. i think part of it is that i’m so rarely inspired by ‘just’ decor, as opposed to being inspired by fashion, makeup, hair, etc.

But today’s post, however, came easy, and i was truly inspired by the items i put together…

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Confession .312. If You Wanna Break These Walls Down, You’re Gonna Get Bruised…

I’m headed straight for the castle
They’ve got the kingdom locked up
And there’s an old man sitting on the throne
That’s saying I should probably keep my pretty mouth shut

Confession .312.  If You Wanna Break These Walls Down, You're Gonna Get Bruised...

October usually inspires me, however 2020 being the ass-backwards year that it is, i’m finding that it’s taken me 9 days into spooky month to feel inspired to post much of anything…

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Confession .303. I Had No Warning About Who You Are…

You will never, ever touch me again
Won’t see your alligator tears
Cause, no, i’ve had enough of them…

Confession .303.  I Had No Warning About Who You Are...

Today i want to talk about the feeling of betrayal – a topic i realize won’t be E/everyone’s cup of tea.  So if this isn’t something you’re into, then feel free to scroll down for the pretties and i’ll see you at some point with something more lighthearted.

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