Although time may take us into different places
I will still be patient with you
And I hope you know
I won’t let go…
This photo right here? Taken entirely by accident. Yay for happy accidents!
I guess that’s sort of the unofficial theme of today’s blog. Like the title says, I do dumb shit… a lot. And I do. I listen to other people sometimes far more than I should, and I used to take their opinion into consideration far too often. Now, like in an earlier blog I posted, I still believe that’s a very important thing to do professionally, because how else are you going to know when someone’s being a two-faced asshole who just wants to take advantage of you, professionally? But when it comes to personal relationships… I used to hold far too much stock in what other people told me.
And it lead me to do some dumb shit.
Continue reading “Confession .37. I Do Dumb Shit… All The Time…”
Tryna fix your inner issues with a bad bitch
Didn’t they tell you that I was a savage?
Fuck your white horse and a carriage
Bet you could never imagine
Never told you, you could have it
I’m not going to be terribly long-winded, and for that I apologize. I’m incredibly tired at the moment, but I have good reason to be.
I am officially done with classes! Like, done done! *Happy dances*
Continue reading “Confession .32. Didn’t They Tell You That I Was A Savage?”
So let it go, just let it be
Why don’t You be You, and I’ll be me…
Everything that’s broke, leave it to the breeze
Let the ashes fall, forget about me.
“Let it go.” If only it were that simple, right?
I mean, people tell us this all the time. Oh, it’s not that bad. Come on, you need to just let it go. You’ll never feel better if you don’t move on. Baby steps – you still gotta move forward. This is easy to say for a bunch of people that aren’t in that moment with you, right then. Now granted, it’s not always an earth-shattering problem that we’re dealing with, and we likely DO need to let it go and start to move forward, but in that moment? In that very moment, standing right there? It’s like you’re frozen. Feet glued to the ground. You physically /can’t/ move forward, even if you wanted to.
Continue reading “Confession .31. I Used To Recognize Myself”
Let me tell You what I wish I’d known
When I was young and dreamed of glory…
You have no control
Who lives, who dies, who tells your story…
When I don’t know what else to do, I blog.
Of those of you that see this, fifty percent of you don’t read the words I write in these things. Of those of you that see this, twenty-five percent of you will start reading and give up halfway through (hell, maybe you’ll give up right here.) Of those of you that see this, twelve-and-a-half percent will read it all the way through, but not understand what any of this is. Of those of you that see this, six-and-a-quarter will understand but not have any clue “what to do for you”, as if anything you do can make me feel less… weird. To the remaining six-and-a-quarter percent… hi there. Thanks for being here, and thanks in advance for not hounding me about how I’m feeling.
Continue reading “Confession .30. Have I Done Enough?”
Say You’re sorry, Honey
But You never really show…
And I can leave the party without ever letting You know
Without ever letting You know…
The blogger gods seem to have answered my prayers today. I went back into a couple of groups to see if I’d missed anything – because I always miss SOMETHING – and lo and behold, there was an awesome new skin applier for Lelutka from AlterEgo. So of course I grabbed that. And it was a chance to show off the Lelutka version of these Veechi eyeshadows I’ve been digging on lately.
Continue reading “Confession .29. When The Roof Is On Fire, You Never Let Me Know”
Oh, I don’t know what You’ve been told
But this gal right here’s gonna rule the world
Yeah, that is where I’m gonna be
Because I wanna be
No, I don’t wanna “Sit still, look pretty”…
Catwa put out a new static head! I feel like this is old news, but I just had to show you, cause it’s super cute with one of Toxxic’s skins that she made for Catwa. And, as if it weren’t cute enough – this static head is only L$400, AND you can get L$100 back in store credit if you’re wearing the Catwa group or Catwa Head Friends group tag. (Just make sure you use the right vendor for the right tag to get your store credit! She’s got them clearly labeled.)
Continue reading “Confession .28. You Get Off On Your 9 to 5 Dream of Picket Fences and Trophy Wives”
You can be my guiding light
Keep me company in the night
That’s all I need, all I want
Is for you to stay a little longer now
With arms around me, like a border…
I do stupid shit. Often.
Continue reading “Confession .27. Like The Air I Breathe, I Let You In…”
But You want a little company
And You just really wanna thrill seek
Said You left [her] for good this time
Bullshit, what Your friends do, spill beans?
I’m welcoming sponsors to my nuthouse today! Both of which I’m SUPER excited about. One of whom I’ve actually blogged for once since they became a sponsor but I never officially said “Hey, welcome to Tivi’s House of Crazy,” so I figured I’d do that with both today.
Continue reading “Confession .25. You Only Call Me When It’s Half Past Five”
Bittersweet in Your mouth…
Can You stomach the doubt?
I wish I could say what I’m feeling…
I’m scared to let these words out
“Don’t go to war for me. I’m not the one that you want me to be. Don’t call me up at 2am tonight. It feels so damn good, and I wish you would. (Just don’t.) And don’t cry no more for me. Don’t waste your time convincing me that maybe someday we’ll get it right. Cause we never could. I wish that we would. But we won’t, so just don’t.”
Continue reading “Confession .24. The Funny Thing Is”
Just like fire, burning out the way
If I could light the world up for just one day
Watch this madness, colorful charade
No one can be just like me, anyway…
When I did the Roast Yourself challenge a couple weeks ago, I mentioned that I would be dispelling a few myths, and clearing a lot of things up. Addressing a lot of the stuff I hear about myself daily… things people say to me or about me. Yes, this is the reality of the SL that we live in, where people are that petty. I would have thought that after 3 years of my being in the fashion community, people would have found something better to take up their time.
Continue reading “Confession .23. This Is Me… Take It Or Leave It”