Posted in Blogger Challenges, Events, Life, New Releases, The Epiphany

Confession .148. We Swear We’re Alive, But We’re Falling To Pieces…

We fight like lions, we howl at the moon
We should be flying, instead we bury the truth
But I know inside, we’re beautiful creatures…

Confession .148.  We Swear We're Alive, But We're Falling To Pieces...

Before anyone starts reading and goes to make this comment… yes, I’m aware this is a deer onesie, not a goat.  *laughs*  However, the deer was the closest to a goat in this gacha set, so you gotta bear with me.  I did what I could with what was at my disposal.

Besides, it was only to be smartass-y about this particular topic anyway.  Lol.  Zodiac Signs!

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Posted in Black Fair, Blogger Challenges, Collabor88, Dark Style Fair, Events, Powder Pack for Lelutka (October)

Confession .146. Half Of My Heart Is In Havana…

Ohh… I knew it when I met him
I loved him when I left him…

Confession .146.  Half Of My Heart Is In Havana...

Camila Cabello is too fucking catchy.  Even if I find a lot of the music base-less and depth-less… I can’t help but listen to it on repeat.  And that’s exactly why you’re getting one of her newer singles in this blog post today. Lmao.

Sorry, not sorry, if it gets stuck in your head.

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Posted in Collabor88, Events, Life, New Releases, The Chapter Four, The Liaison Collaborative

Confession .145. All Of Your Lovers Eventually Fade And Leave You Alone In The Bed You Made…

So if you’re gonna stay, then stay
But if you’re gonna go
Make sure that you hurt me just enough to
Make me feel something, something…

Confession .145.  All Of Your Lovers Eventually Fade And Leave You Alone In The Bed Your Made...

A small break from the creepy to come back to just the general Fall/Autumn mood.  This is the sorta stuff I miss in RL.  Not that I would ever be able to wear boots like this in RL without breaking my neck… but just the need for warmer materials, longer-sleeves.

Hoodie weather used to be my favorite time of year.

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Posted in Bound Box, Events, Life, New Releases

Confession .144. If Only The Clockwork Could Speak, I Wouldn’t Be So Alone…

Somebody shine a light
I’m frozen by the fear in me
Somebody make me feel alive and shatter me
So cut me from the line
Dizzy, spinning endlessly
Somebody make me feel alive and shatter me…

Confession .144.  If Only The Clockwork Could Speak, I Wouldn't Be So Alone...

“If I break the glass, then I’ll have to fly.  There’s no one to catch me if I take a dive…”

I’m a sucker for a good marionette/puppet photo.  What can I say?  Besides, I still do my damnedest to keep most things on my Flickr ‘safe’, so I had to do some creative manipulating to show this awesome body chain out of Bound Box and still not get flagged.  Getting flagged isn’t on my to-do list today.

But anyway… this evening, I wanna chat about something I’ve been thinking a lot about lately: fitting inside other peoples’ boxes.

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Posted in 68 Main, Blogger Challenges, Events, Le Six Event, Powder Pack for Lelutka (October), Salem

Confession .143. Burn My Lungs And Curse My Eyes…

I taste you on my lips and I can’t get rid of you
So I damn your kiss and the awful things you do
Yeah, you’re worse than nicotine…

Confession .143.  Burn My Lungs And Curse My Eyes...

I’d apologize for my embracing the full-on creep-factor of October, but I’m not gonna.  Lol.

Honestly, I don’t even really get that into Halloween in RL, and I usually don’t in SL either… but honestly, it’s these damned eyes, eyeshadows, and lipsticks from Izzie’s in this Powder Pack.  I can’t get enough.  It inspires me to embrace my inner creepy bitch and push the boundaries of what I’m used to styling and posting.

And I can’t say I’m mad at it, really.

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Posted in Events, Le Six Event, Life, New Releases, Powder Pack for Lelutka (October), Shoetopia, We <3 RP

Confession .140. They Made A Monster Out Of Me…

But they would see me when I’m coming
I’ll be laughing, why you running?
Oh, you won’t see me when I’m coming
I’ll be that monster you been wanting…

Confession .140.  They Made A Monster Out Of Me...

5 years in the modeling industry, supposedly I’ve been this horrible person the whole time right, and this is the first time I’ve wound up in SL Secrets.  And it was weak af.

Like… I’m almost disappointed THAT’S what they went with.  Though I’m even more disappointed that their edit of my photo was garbage.  Did you get my ex, the “graphic designer” to do it for you?

Sorry… end petty.  On to better things!

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Posted in Events, Gor, Le Six Event, Life, New Releases, Powder Pack for Lelutka (October), Salem, Uber, Writing Assignments

Confession .139. Let Me Show You How Proud I Am To Be Yours…

Gonna wear that dress You like, skin-tight
Do my hair up real, real nice
And syncopate my skin to Your heart beating…

Confession .139.  Let Me Show You How Proud I Am To Be Yours...

So… yep, you guessed it… this is a thing that happened.  Blogging while bound.

But that’s ok… because this post is actually going to be a writing assignment that Master gave to me.  Because while I’m still in the mindset of “Fuck this shit, I’m free of people watching me,” what could possibly be a better time to do an in-depth look at roles in D/s and M/s relationships here on this blog?

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Posted in Events, FaMeshed, ForMax, Kustom 9, Powder Pack for Lelutka (October), Shoetopia, We <3 RP

Confession .138. But You Still Stand In Frame, I Just Don’t Look The Same…

I am human, I am the villain
I am a monster, but you let me right in
My mind is polluted, my thoughts convoluted
I don’t feel the pain, but I feel what I gave to you…

Confession .138.  But You Still Stand In Frame, I Just Don't Look The Same...

I feel like I say this a lot lately… but welp.  This is a thing that happened.

I didn’t put on the outfit with the intention of going this direction with it, originally… but see… what had happened was…

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