Posted in Events, Life, N21, New Releases

Confession .359. But What If I Don’t Feel Like I’m Beautiful?

Maybe I’m not pretty, maybe I’m just fun
‘Cause I got a belly and I got a bum
And I’m always jelly of all the other ones
With their itty bitty bellies and their rump-ump-ump-bums…

Confession .359.  But What If I Don't Feel Like I'm Beautiful?

I’ve blogged this song before, but it popped back up in my recommended and wound up on repeat again. The whole thing is worth a listen if Y/you have the time. ūüôā

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Posted in Events, Kustom 9, Life, New Releases, Salem

Confession .310. You Can’t Hurt My Feelings, But I Like Pain…

Your honor, i’m a freak bitch, handcuffs, leashes
Switch my wig, make Him feel like He cheating…

Confession .310.  You Can't Hurt My Feelings, But I Like Pain...

So…. i’m not really gonna talk about this song… but rather bring up something that came up last night during a workshop i was leading…

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Posted in Collabor88, Events, Life, New Releases

Confession .194. I Woke Up In A Foreign Land In A Castle Made Of Sand…

Blunts and madness fills my lungs, and I am on the floor
When the darkness salts my tongue, I’ll crawl back for more
I’m falling from the sky, but you don’t even care
I see it in your eyes, a cold and blackened stare…

Confession .194.  I Woke Up In A Foreign Land In A Castle Made Of Sand...

Ok, so I’m not a mermaid, I’m a fairy.¬† But you get the idea. *grins*

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Posted in Blogger Challenges, Events, Life, New Releases, The Epiphany

Confession .148. We Swear We’re Alive, But We’re Falling To Pieces…

We fight like lions, we howl at the moon
We should be flying, instead we bury the truth
But I know inside, we’re beautiful creatures…

Confession .148.  We Swear We're Alive, But We're Falling To Pieces...

Before anyone starts reading and goes to make this comment… yes, I’m aware this is a deer onesie, not a goat.¬† *laughs*¬† However, the deer was the closest to a goat in this gacha set, so you gotta bear with me.¬† I did what I could with what was at my disposal.

Besides, it was only to be smartass-y about this particular topic anyway.  Lol.  Zodiac Signs!

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Posted in Events, Life, New Releases, Shiny Shabby, Skin Fair

Confession .79. There IS Such A Thing As White Privilege…

Red and yellow, black and white
They are precious in the Father’s eyes…

Confession .79.  There IS Such A Thing As White Privilege...

It’s been awhile since I’ve put a ‘mostly square’ picture in here… so my apologies if that close up is huge. ¬†All the more to look at the pretty nails, though, my dear. ¬†ūüėÄ ¬†Astralia is doing what I really feel like more people should be doing… and that is that she’s made actual mesh nails (in both Almond and Stiletto styles… I’m wearing Stiletto right now) to fit atop the Slink and Vista mesh hands… and then will work on add-ons, like these cute diamonds I’m also wearing, for these nails… rather than confining herself to the nails on the hands. ¬†There is also a creator kit, I believe, for those who want to make polishes for her nails. ¬†So ultimately, she’s a damn genius.

Sorry… had to gush a bit before I got into today’s post…

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Posted in Events, Powder Pack (February), Shiny Shabby, The Crossroads

Confession .76. I Will Follow Where This Takes Me

Oh nothing’s sure, but surely as we stand
I promise I will stay the same
And I’ve never seen forever
But I know we’ll remain

Confession .76.  I Will Follow Where This Takes Me

In a world uncertain…

Nothing is actually for sure. ¬†Death and taxes, so they tell me, but even those things have their sliding scale. ¬†There is nothing really certain to cling to in those tumultuous moments that toss you back and forth, leaving you dizzy and unsure which way is the surface… and all you need is a breath of air.

Sometimes things change so quickly.

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Posted in Enchantment, Events, Life, New Releases

Confession .72. I Told You To Be Balanced, And I Told You To Be Kind

Who will love you?
Who will fight?
And who will fall far behind?

Confession .72.  I Told You To Be Balanced, And I Told You To Be Kind

When I was younger, I loved all of the Disney movies, though Mulan was my favorite. ¬†Cause… badass woman doing what men think she can’t do simply because she wasn’t born with a penis? ¬†Yes, please.

However, as I grew older, I grew to have a bit of a love/hate relationship with Cinderella.

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Posted in Collabor88, Events, Midnight Madness, New Releases, The Liaison Collaborative

Confession .70. Be My Accomplice To My Crime

You’ll never face a judge without me
You’ll never battle the gavel alone
And if they lock us away then I’ll still be here
Proudly waiting to kill more time, with You…

Confession .70.  Be My Accomplice To My Crime

It’s Midnight Madness time!

And I’m super happy to show you one of my newest sponsors, Astralia, who is participating!

Astralia is a designer I’ve admired since she started designing. ¬†The boldness and softness of her textures, depending on her color scheme, and the detailing in her designs were some of the first things I noticed, and the things I’ve grown to love about her.

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Posted in Events, Life, N21, New Releases, Sanarae, The Epiphany, The Seasons Story, Uber

Confession .67. Paro

And I will follow where this takes me
And my tomorrows long to be unknown
When all is shaken, be my safety
In a world uncertain, say You’ll be my stone…

Confession .67.  Paro

paro
n. the feeling that no matter what you do is always somehow wrong‚ÄĒthat any attempt to¬†make your way comfortably through the world will only end up¬†crossing some invisible taboo‚ÄĒas if there‚Äôs some obvious way forward that everybody else can see but you, each of them¬†leaning back in their chair¬†and calling out helpfully,¬†colder, colder, colder.

If I start this blog the way I want to and say, “I don’t understand,” then some of you will lash out that here I go again playing the victim.

If I start this blog and say “How f-ing dare you all,” then some of you will lash out that here I go being a bitch again.

If I start this blog and say “I give up,” then some of you will lash out that here I go being melodramatic again.

So instead, I simply have to start this blog saying I don’t know how to start this blog. ¬†Heh.

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Posted in Events, Life, Luxe Box, Tres Chic

Confession .21. It’s Always “Happily Ever Never”

Always gonna fly away, just because you know you can
Never gonna learn there’s no such place as Neverland
You don’t understand…

Confession .21.  It's Always "Happily Ever Never"

Yep. ¬†I jumped on the Luxe Box bandwagon. ¬†Now that we’ve got that out of the way…

“I guess I had a naive heart, cause boy, I let you have it…”

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