Who’ll be reckless, just enough
Who’ll get hurt, but who learns how to toughen up
When she’s bruised and gets used by a Man who can’t love
And then she’ll get stuck…
And be scared of the life that’s inside her
Growing stronger each day, til it finally reminds her
To fight just a little to bring back the fire in her eyes
That’s been gone, but used to be mine…
Finally back to myself a bit after an unexpected 5-day stint in the hospital, followed by some intense antibiotics at home. i’m sorry it’s been awhile, but i’m going to work to play a bit of catch-up now that i can function even with the side effects. (i’ll take dizziness and nausea from oral antibiotics over having to stay in the hospital on IV stuff, tbh.)
Before anyone asks, yes, this is on my list of things to dance eventually. Lol. Y/you already knew. i wasn’t trying to get in my feelings with this song tonight – really, i wasn’t. You can tell from the way the photo was uh… well, look it’s kinky as fuck. Lol. But then this song happened…
Continue reading “Confession .269. For A Chance To Start Over And Rewrite An Ending Or Two For The Girl That I Knew…”
Immediately we find out then
That I can be blamed for this
Well, then You just figured out today…
And You’re so sweet You say
Go now and get Your own life and live it Your way…
This picture is having a ‘thick thighs save lives’ moment. And I’m here for it.
Today’s outfit is kinda special… for a completely unspecial reason. Lol. Let me tell you a story…
Continue reading “Confession .174. I Think She Means Well, But Man I Can’t Tell…”
I’m not a stranger to the dark
Hide away, they say, cause we don’t want your broken parts
I’ve learned to be ashamed of all my scars
Run away, they say, no one will love you as you are…
A lot of you reacted well to the last post I put up… giving you an insight into my brain when it comes to anxiety and when I’m feeling anxious… how that affects me… and why my behavior patterns might not seem normal to you, but they are very normal to me, giving what’s going on in my mind at that time.
Because of this, I thought I’d let you take a peek into the other bit of myself that affects me deeply… I’m an Aspie. As a bonus, you’ll see my anxiety make a guest appearance as well.
Continue reading “Confession .166. What Aspergers Feels Like…”
I am human, I am the villain
I am a monster, but you let me right in
My mind is polluted, my thoughts convoluted
I don’t feel the pain, but I feel what I gave to you…
I feel like I say this a lot lately… but welp. This is a thing that happened.
I didn’t put on the outfit with the intention of going this direction with it, originally… but see… what had happened was…
Continue reading “Confession .138. But You Still Stand In Frame, I Just Don’t Look The Same…”