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Confession .289. Are You Able To See Me?

i stand in front of You, with a few more steps between U/us
i stand in front of You, with a few more steps between U/us
i stand in front of You, with a few more steps between U/us
You tried to see the unknown…

Confession .289.  Are You Able To See Me?

Here’s a hint… the answer is no, Y/you can’t see me.  N/nobody can, it seems.  Lately, anyway.

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Confession .153. And It Mean Nothing Til You Let It…

And You say I drink and I smoke and I talk too much
But I know You lied when You said that You just had enough and save Yourself
So hear me out…

Confession .153.  And It Means Nothing Til You Let It...

“And You said need me to let this go, but it’s who I am.  Or am I just losing it?  Cause You said ‘Jump’ and I went first, but falling’s always been my downfall.”

This song.  Ugh.  It just punches me right in the feels.  So… I’m sorry if it punches you in the feels too.  *Nods lots*  Then again, most things that Eden and The Eden Project does know exactly how to drag you through a rollercoaster of emotions that you didn’t know you were going to feel for those 3 to 5 minutes.

It’s fucking tragically beautiful.

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Confession .139. Let Me Show You How Proud I Am To Be Yours…

Gonna wear that dress You like, skin-tight
Do my hair up real, real nice
And syncopate my skin to Your heart beating…

Confession .139.  Let Me Show You How Proud I Am To Be Yours...

So… yep, you guessed it… this is a thing that happened.  Blogging while bound.

But that’s ok… because this post is actually going to be a writing assignment that Master gave to me.  Because while I’m still in the mindset of “Fuck this shit, I’m free of people watching me,” what could possibly be a better time to do an in-depth look at roles in D/s and M/s relationships here on this blog?

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Confession .122. All The Leaves Are Brown And The Sky Is Grey…

I stopped into a church I passed along the way
Well I got down on my knees and I pretended to pray
You know the preacher likes the cold, He knows I’m gonna stay
California dreamin’ on such a winter’s day…

Confession .122.  All The Leaves Are Brown And The Sky Is Grey...

Someone commented on a past blog post that I did referencing my affinity for ‘stealing’ my first love’s cowboy hat and wearing it around all the time… including at my Senior prom, which I asked him to as my friend because all my friends were in long-term relationships and I didn’t want to go alone.

They asked me how I felt about being friends with him, knowing we would never be lovers, and how I got over him.  I suppose today it’s time to tell more of that story.

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Confession .75. I May Never Be What You Assume…

And I’ll spend my life penning my song, my song
And the verses I write will speak for me
Good girls don’t make history…

Confession .75.  I May Never Be What You Assume...

I have a blogger bucket list.  Most bloggers do, whether they admit to it or not.

My list has changed and evolved over time… things crossed off that I’ve managed to accomplish, things added as I discover new things that I’ve fallen in love with, things removed as attitudes prove unprofessional and more complicated than they’re worth.  It’s an ever-evolving process.

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