Cause You said this then did that
Took my heart, gave it back
How do You expect me to be happy for You?
Honestly, this song has absolutely nothing to do with how i’m feeling at the moment. i just fell down the Youtube black hole and had never heard of her before, and i love her lyrics. i’m actually in a pretty good mood, all things considered.
Continue reading “Confession .290. Not Wishing The Best, Cause I Was That For You…”
I gave you all I had to lose
My skin, my soul, my finest jewels
You stole it all for someone new, and then
You gave away the best of me
My sins, my sweetest ecstasy
To someone worth much less than me
Yeah, you’re my Robin Hood…
This is the last one for You. i’ve given You control over me for the longest, even when You didn’t deserve it. And when You didn’t do anything that warranted it. And even when You did everything within Your power to destroy it, and me. So this is the last one for You, Robin Hood.
Our chemistry’s irrefutable
And i’ll love You til You die…
i’ll come to Your funeral
But i won’t promise to cry…
i’m avoiding talking about Azuri. Hate me for it if Y/you want to, but i will talk about it when i’m ready – and i’m just not quite ready yet.
Continue reading “Confession .261. Trust Me When I Tell You Not To Touch Me…”
i’m bracin for impact, leave my heart intact
i wish You never came around
New situation with low expectations
You still managed to let me down…
If Y/you’ve been here for any length of time, you know i’m an absolute stan for Gabbie Hanna, and she’s releasing a new EP tomorrow (5/31). Recently she released a video that was a behind-the-scenes of her songwriting process, and this is the song that came from that. (A few that got the EP early, i assume in other timezones, have posted it to Youtube, but i believe an official music video is dropping tomorrow with the EP.)
Continue reading “Confession .257. Maybe I Like To Hurt Sometimes…”
My kind of time’s meant to carelessly spend
My kind of nights are the ones that don’t end
My kind of fun doesn’t make any sense
And my kind of love, You won’t ever forget…
Well… happy freaking new year. Lol. Just like i said yesterday on Facebook, you’re not going to get some kind of “new year, new me” post out of me… because honestly, half the time i’m terrible at meeting goals, but to be perfectly frank? No one can really, truly, drastically change who they are. You’re given the body, the mind, the heart, the soul you’re given… and you can just work to improve it, to grow, and to learn… but you can’t expect to just be able to change everything. And certainly not in 365 days. So no… not ‘new year, new me’… just… new year, improving me.
Continue reading “Confession .235. And What About You, Mr. Poetry?”
Feel the fury closing in, all resistance wearing thin
Nowhere to run from all of this havoc
Nowhere to hide from all of this madness, madness, madness
Madness, Madness, Madness
This song! Then again, i find myself obsessed with just about everything Ruelle, Svercina, and Fleurie lately… which is alllll Nova’s fault for getting me into Shadowhunters in the first place. Powerful, dramatic music with even more powerful female vocals… *swoons*
So much so i’m putting this particular song on stage in January!
Continue reading “Confession .234. I See That Look In Your Eyes, It Makes Me Go Blind…”
We go like up til i’m sleep on Your chest
Love how my face fits so good in Your neck
Why can’t You imagine a world like that?
Lord. i took this photo Christmas Eve, edited it Christmas morning, and then didn’t get to post it until right now. i’m doing this thing where i’m trying to focus more in the moment when i’m with someone/doing something rather than multitasking with 600 things, and honestly it’s been so good.
Continue reading “Confession .233. Imagine A World Like That…”
Do You know what You’re doin?
Whose feelings that You’re hurtin’ and bruisin’?
You gon gain the whole world, but is it worth the girl that You losin’?
Be careful with me…
i’m still alive, i promise. i’ve just been pledging and unable to change out of my uniform for the most part. But after having most of my individual stuff done, i got permission to change to bring you this outfit today, so thank the Big Sisters. -laughs-
Continue reading “Confession .232. Thinkin’ I’m Flawed Because You Inconsistent…”
P/people wanna talk while i’m not around to hear
Really, T/they don’t know what i’m made of
P/people keep on walkin’ so far away from here
Clearly, i’m the one T/they’re afraid of…
4 days into NaNoWriMo and i’m already behind… i didn’t intend to blog the progress, so don’t get all weird about seeing writing from me all throughout November… lol… but i DID intend to spend November writing.
Though i don’t write novels. i did mean to focus a bit on some poetry, though.
Continue reading “Confession .224. So What If I’m The Monster That’s Been Here All Along…”
When the morning comes, when W/we see what W/we’ve become
In the cold light of day, W/we’re a flame in the wind, not the fire that W/we’ve begun…
Every argument, every word that W/we can’t take back
Cause with all that has happened, I think W/we both know the way that this story ends…
Today, because it’s oddly appropriate with this photo, I’ll be sharing the last of the 3 pieces I performed at BOI’s Beyond the Rainbow event. This was the first piece I read at the event, and the first that I wrote, but the last one that I’m sharing with you. As I’m sure, when you read it, you might understand why it needed a… particular… photo to feel appropriate. *Grins*
Continue reading “Confession .217. I Want To See You Smile, But Know That Means I’ll Have To Leave…”
Antisocial Darwinism 