Trying everyday when I hold my breath
Spinning out in space
Pressing on my chest
I don’t wanna lose control…
I feel like they borked my brain when they did both surgeries that I’ve had in the last three months. I have zero inspiration for much of anything, I’m tired all the time, and I just have, like, zero attention span.
Seriously, I had to go through and give up a few designers who have been absolutely amazing to me and so understanding with surgery and stuff, just because I didn’t want to keep constantly requesting vacations because I didn’t know when my inspiration would return. That’s not fair to them – they deserve to be able to give that space to someone who can do the job.
Right now I’m just… blech.
I just feel like I’m constantly out of spoons. And if you understand spoon theory, you know what I mean. Like I’ve borrowed a year’s worth of spoons just trying to heal my body and now I have nothing to actually LIVE my life with.
So, safe to say posts here will be sporadic at best. If you can hang in with that, then thank you. If you can’t, I understand.
We’ll see what happens.
Backdrop || At Backdrop City ‘Neon Scenes’ section
Pose || Refresh 2 | FoxCity
Blogging Tune || “Control” – Zoe Wees