Just set it all on fire and burn down this room
And strip my being to the wires
And I’ll learn to carry it through
But in any kind of way, I’ll make it clear for you
I’m not leaving quiet, babe
So burn down this room…
I’m more inspired for photos lately than I am for dance. And that’s saying something… usually I’m brimming with things I want to build or dance – but ever since my surgery it’s like… I don’t have the brain power, or the inspiration, or both. And I’m a little afraid it’ll never come back…
Like, realistically, I know that’s not right – because I still have the capacity to get super inspired by something if it’s overwhelmingly needing to be said/done, but otherwise, it’s like my brain can’t be bothered.
I’ve done a lot of repeating of older acts lately, just to give myself a break while still keeping my commitments to the wonderful troupes that allow me to take up space on their roster and who were incredibly understanding when I took time off for surgery.
RL first, everyone always says, but what happens when the change in your RL might become a little more… permanent. And you don’t want it to.
It’s like they fucked with my brain when I had surgery, and I know they didn’t – I know it’s all in my head – but I’m afraid that I won’t be able to figure out what’s going on and how to fix it.
I just feel so dark and tired lately. Just… tired.
So fucking tired.
Shape || Mine
Body || Lara Body (v5.3) | Maitreya
Body Skin || Toned (Cake Tone) | Pepe Skins
Head || Evo X Briannon Head (v3.0) | Lelutka
Skin || Fae Skin (Caramel Tone) | Heaux | Glam Affair Collaboration | new!
– The Collaboration releases are available at the Glam Affair mainstore in a special display of Glam Affair, Heaux, and Tableau Vivant!
* Brows || Spring Brows Line 01 E | Glam Affair | new!
Ear Tips || Dark Fae | Heaux | Glam Affair Collaboration | new!
Ear Glitter || Glitz | Heaux | Glam Affair Collaboration | new!
Eyeshadow&Lipstick || Dark Fae | Heaux | Glam Affair Collaboration | new!
* Neck/Face Shadow || Mystic Face Makeup 03 White (Tinted) | Glam Affair | new!
Hair || Brianna Hair (Deluxe HUD) | Doux
* Bodysuit || Spotlight Bodysuit | Blueberry | new!
* Skirt || Sadira Skirt | *SK* Sweet Kajira | We ❤ Role-play | new!
Jewelry || Justine Set | Supernatural | Happy Weekend L$60 Deal!
Pose || Breather V3-1a | FoxCity
Blogging Tune || “Burn Down This Room” – Ruben