The more that You say, the less I know
Wherever you stray I follow
I’m begging for You to take my hand
Wreck my plans
That’s my Man…
They tell you that you won’t find what you’re looking for until you stop looking. And this was no more true for me than in the last four months or so. Learning about myself through learning about You, learning about working together instead of against each other. Learning about what love actually looks like.
For the longest time, I convinced myself that I needed someone who was in the same social circle I was in. Like if I was involved in a Community, I needed to date/submit to someone within that Community, so that they could understand my commitment. When I was dancing, I needed Someone who was a dancer too, so that He/She would understand the passion and time commitment that goes into it. And for reasons I’m sure most of you can predict before I even tell you, that never quite worked out for me.
Because people aren’t just one thing. I was never JUST a member of a Community, or JUST a dancer, or JUST a blogger, or JUST any one thing. So sure, I could find someone that intimately understood one piece of me, but it never failed that they would fail to understand the rest of me, or at least a few other important pieces. And so it would never work.
Truly, though, it wasn’t until meeting You that I understood I didn’t need You to be part of any of the things I’m part of. I just need You to be a supportive person. And sure, one would think that someone who was a dancer would be supportive of the dancer in me, or someone who was a blogger would be supportive of my incessant photography. And sure, they were. But they weren’t supportive of OTHER pieces of me, because they couldn’t understand.
Instead, You’ve shown me what a truly supportive Person looks like. That, “Hey I may not fully understand everything you do behind this, but it makes you happy and therefore I support it until it doesn’t anymore,” kind of Person. That, “How can I help? Is there any way to help?” kind of Person. That, “I love you, you talented busy bee,” kind of Person.
I never had that before I had You. I always had people who were in part-way. I’ve never known ‘all-in’ before You… at least, not really. I’ve known “I’ll pretend to be all-in” and I’ve known “I think I’m all-in”, but I’ve never known truly all-in before I knew You.
I guess all of this just to say thank You. For everything You are. And for everything You’re not. You’re perfect to me. ♥
Shape || Mine
Body || Lara Body (v5.3) | Maitreya
Head || Lilly Head (v2.5) | Lelutka
Skin || Blanca Skin (Honey Tone) | Bold & Beauty
* Hair || Gambit Hair (Reds HUD) | Stealthic | Anthem | new!
* Dress || Catina Dress | *SK* Sweet Kajira | Sense Event | new!
Pose || Delicate 5m | FoxCity
Location || Elysion
Blogging Tune || “Willow” – Taylor Swift