For all of the light that i shut out
For all of the innocent things that i doubt
For all of the bruises i’ve caused and the tears
For all of the things that i’ve done all these years…
Tonight while i ironically led a Red Flags workshop in-world geared towards submissives and what they should look for in their interactions with Dominants, i realized just how terrible i am at taking my own advice and practicing what i preach sometimes. Let me explain…
i found myself reading back through the red flags, both in initial/new interactions as well as longer-term relationships… and i saw so many of them the past few days that i just ignored. i preach to these girls how important it is to trust your gut and to not ignore the signs, and then what the fuck did i go and do.
It’s times like these, i wonder why i am trusted to lead these workshops. i’m just as flawed as E/everyone else who takes them, and when i wrote them, i wrote them based on my ideal. In a perfect world, if i wasn’t so dumb and gullible, this is how i would conduct myself…
And i fall short of that standard so much, it’s almost ridiculous.
Shape || Mine
Head || Genus Head Classic Face W001 (v1.6) | Genus Project
Body || Body Legacy f (v1.1) | The Shops/The Mesh Project
* Skin || Vixy Skin (Tone 008) | Glam Affair | Anthem
– Anthem closed today, however this should be available in the mainstore soon.
* Eyeshadow || Sweet Allure Eyeshadow | Pout | Salon 52 | recent!
Lipstick || Wet Kiss 10 | IDTTY Faces
– It’s important to note here that while the Genus version does come with a BOM layer for the lipsticks, they currently do not lay properly on the face. i have notecarded the Designer’s CSR about this and thusfar have received no reply, and have not heard anything about an update being provided. i cannot confirm whether or not the BOM layers work properly with the other heads available, as i only tried the Genus version. What is pictured is the applier version, which works correctly.
Hair || Aura Hairstyle (Deluxe HUD) | Doux | Belle Event | recent!
* Top || Kylie Sweatshirt (Grey) | Nerido | Belle Event | recent!
Backdrop Location || Backdrop Central
Blogging Tune || “I’ll Be Good” – Jaymes Young