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Confession .279. I’m Tired And Angry, But Somebody Should Be…

Come on little lady, give Us a smile
No, i ain’t got nothin to smile about
i got no one to smile for, i waited awhile for
A moment to say, “i don’t owe You a goddamn thing!”

Confession .279.  I'm Tired And Angry, But Somebody Should Be...

This is another one of those days where the lyrics to the song speak more than i do…. and so i’m just going to let them do that.

Now i lay me down to sleep.  i pray the Lord my soul to keep.  If i shall die before i wake, i pray the Lord my soul, to take.

i keep a record of the wreckage in my life.  i gotta recognize the weapon in my mind.  They talk shit, but i love it every time.  And i realize…

i’ve tasted blood, and it is sweet.  i’ve had the rug pulled beneath my feet.  i’ve trusted lies and trusted Men, broke down and put myself back together again.  Stared in the mirror and punched it to shatters, collected the pieces and picked out a dagger.  i’ve pinched my skin between my two fingers and wished i could cut some parts off with some scissors.

“Come on, little lady, give Us a smile.”  No, i ain’t got nothin’ to smile about.  i got no one to smile for.  i waited awhile for a moment to say, “i don’t owe You a goddamn thing!”

i keep a record of the wreckage in my life.  i gotta recognize the weapon in my mind.  They talk shit, but i love it every time.  And i realize i’m no sweet dream, but i’m a hell of a night, that i’m no sweet dream, but i’m a hell of a night.

No, i won’t smile, but i’ll show You my teeth.  And i’ma let You speak if You just let me breathe.  i’ve been polite, but won’t be caught dead letting a Man tell me what i should do in my bed.  Keep my exes in check in my basement, cause kindness is weakness, or worse, Y/you’re complacent.  i could play nice or i could be a bully.  i’m tired and angry, but somebody should be.

“Come on, little lady, give Us a smile.”  No, i ain’t got nothin’ to smile about.  i got no one to smile for.  i waited awhile for a moment to say, “i don’t owe You a goddamn thing!”

i keep a record of the wreckage in my life.  i gotta recognize the weapon in my mind.  They talk shit, but i love it every time.  And i realize i keep a record of the wreckage in my life.  i gotta recognize the weapon in my mind.  They talk shit, but i love it every time.  And i realize…

Someone like me can be a real nightmare, completely aware, but i’d rather be a real nightmare than die unaware.  Yes.  Someone like me can be a real nightmare, completely aware, but i’m glad to be a real nightmare.  So save me Your prayers.

i keep a record of the wreckage in my life.  i gotta recognize the weapon in my mind.  They talk shit, but i love it every time.  And i realize i keep a record of the wreckage in my life.  i gotta recognize the weapon in my mind.  They talk shit, but i love it every time.  And i realize i’m not sweet dream, but i’m a hell of a night, that i’m no sweet dream, but i’m a hell of a night.


Shape || Mine
Head || Genus Head Classic Face W001 (v1.6) | Genus Project
Body || Freya Body BENTO (v5.2) | Belleza
* Skin || Lady Skin (Tone 006) | Glam Affair | Belle Event | recent!
– i’m using the BOM layer for this skin, but it DOES come with appliers as well, for Genus.
Face Freckles || Face Imperfections (Combined; med) | Izzie’s
– i’m using the BOM layer for this applier, but it DOES come with appliers as well, sold for different heads.
* Eyeliner || Essentials | MJN
– i’m using the BOM layer for this applier, but it DOES come with appliers as well, for Catwa and Genus/Omega.
Lipstick || Material Gworl Collection | Revoul
Tattoo || Beautiful Tattoo | Dirty Secrets
– i’m using the BOM layer for this tattoo, but it DOES come with appliers as well, for Belleza, Maitreya, and Omega.
Hairbase || Peruvian Hairbase | SIIX
– i’m using the BOM layer for this applier, but it ODES come with appliers as well, for Catwa and Omega.
* Hair || Cascade Hair (Misc. HUD) | Stealthic | new!
Top&Cardigan || Dragonsilk (Gloomy Purple) | Eliavah
Nose Stud || Boujiana Glam Heart Nose Ring | Revoul
Single Nose Hoop || Boujiana Glam Hoop Nose Ring | Revoul
Nosechain || Vela Nose Chain | Random Matter
Collar || Pixi Moon Collar | RealEvil Industries
Rings || Sorceress Ring Set | Yummy

Backdrop || Illuminated Photo Booth | FoxCity
Pose || Portrait 4m | FoxCity

Location || Backdrop Central

Blogging Tune || “Nightmare” – Halsey

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