i’m trying my best, i’m trying my best to be ok
i’m trying my best, but every day it’s so hard
i’m holding my breath
i’m holding my breath til i can say all of the words i want to say
From my heart…
There isn’t a lot that i get to say about this. There isn’t a lot that it would even be my place to say. But i do have a few things…
So few truly understand the depth of what happened here. And yet E/everyone walks around with this sort of… arrogant smugness… that T/they understand everything… and look at T/them, T/they’re being the bigger P/person! W/we should all just pat T/them on the back…
Or even worse are the O/ones who believe that how one person chose to handle the situation should mean it is “easy” for the rest of U/us to just… get over it.
That’s… not how this works. That’s not how any of this works.
P/people get to feel however T/they damn well please… and T/they get to take as long as T/they need or want to in order to get to whatever place is best for T/them and T/their healing.
It’s funny how P/people want to dictate A/another’s process… but the moment T/they, T/themselves go through something… T/they will want E/everyone to back off and leave T/them alone. Right? Isn’t that how it always works?
There have been some heartbreaking decisions made lately – and being the person i am i just want to scoop E/everyone up that has been affected by this truly vile person and just… i don’t even know. Make it better? Absorb T/their pain? i don’t know… for as often as i feel like a burden on other P/people, i guess i just want to help T/them feel better.
But i know T/they have to go about that in T/their own way. T/they have to heal from T/their own traumas on T/their own, and all i can do is be there for T/them.
But that makes me hate this person more… that they could consciously do this to P/people they claimed to care about.
There is a special place in Hell for people like you. And you think you’ve already gotten your karma? The Universe hasn’t even gotten started with you yet…
Shape || Mine
Head || Genus Head Baby Face W001 (v1.6) | Genus Project
Body || Freya Body Full BENTO (v5.0) | Belleza
Skin || Olive Applier (Basic Line; Tone 006) | Glam Affair
* Eyeliner || Liner Essentials | MJN | new!
* Lipstick || Summer Vibes Gloss | MJN | Level Event | recent!
* Hair || Alias (Redhead) | Truth Hair | new!
– This hair is available as a Fatpack for Free in the VIP group for 1 more week. After that, it will be placed for sale in the store for everyone to purchase.
* Top || Ace Crop Top | Blueberry
* Skirt || Elise Denim Skirt | Blueberry
* Stockings || FLF Stockings | Blueberry | new!
– Available until 9pm SLT TONIGHT (Saturday 7/20) at both the Mainstore and the FLF Location! After tonight, these will no longer be available, ever, so make sure to grab yours.
* Boots || Star Boots | Gos Boutique
Nosering || Indira Septum Piercing | Swallow
Collar || Simone Bow Collar | RealEvil Industries
Backdrop || Wait Here Photo Booth | FoxCity
* Neon Sign || Ruin Me Neon | Stockholm & Lima
Pose || Photoshoot Me 2 | MILA
– Slight Modification to the right leg (closest to the camera) to avoid clipping of the stockings.
Blogging Tune || “Trying My Best” – Anson Seabra