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Confession .224. So What If I’m The Monster That’s Been Here All Along…

P/people wanna talk while i’m not around to hear
Really, T/they don’t know what i’m made of
P/people keep on walkin’ so far away from here
Clearly, i’m the one T/they’re afraid of…

Confession .224.  So What If I'm The Monster That's Been Here All Along...

4 days into NaNoWriMo and i’m already behind… i didn’t intend to blog the progress, so don’t get all weird about seeing writing from me all throughout November… lol… but i DID intend to spend November writing.

Though i don’t write novels.  i did mean to focus a bit on some poetry, though.

i guess i’m just always left to feel that the stuff i write is inferior to T/those that i’m around.  i mentioned it in one of the poems i wrote back in September that i shared here at some point, i think… about how i don’t write like them.  i write very much how i talk… i’ve always done that in everything.  Here in this blog, in roleplay, even in papers when i was in school – my language has always been very informal.

i suppose my motivation behind such is that if i have to take a break from something i’m reading of Y/yours to google the definition of an unfamiliar word, then it breaks my immersion.  Sure, it might sound cool as a word – and YOU might know what it means, so it might make sense to Y/you… but if your audience doesn’t get it, it loses its effectiveness, in my opinion.

But i suppose i am in a minority in this, because i find myself googling more often when i read poetry/listen to spoken word than i do appreciating the piece as it was written.

So i find that i write very informally… but then i find myself feeling inferior.

Then again – i feel inferior in most things in my life.  That’s a personal thing and not a writing thing, really.


Shape || Mine
Head || Blueberry (v3.2) | Catwa
Body || Lara Body (v4.1) | Maitreya
Skin || Miranda Skin (Mixedtype Tone) | Deetalez
* Hair || Ivy Hair (Red) | Stealthic | Kustom9 | recent!
* Dress || Turtleneck Dress | Cynful | FaMESHed | new!
Nails&Rings || Elektra Nails & Rings | RealEvil Industries

Backdrop || City Life Photo Booth | FoxCity | Uber | new!
Pose&Phone&Cigarette || City Life 7 | FoxCity | Uber | new!

Location || Home

Blogging Tune || “Monster” – Gabbie Hanna

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