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Confession .208. Will Somebody Let Me See The Light Within The Dark Trees Shadowing?

Will You hold the line when every one of them has given up and given in?
Tell me, in this house of mine, nothing every comes without a consequence or cost
Tell me, will the stars align?  Will heaven step in, will it save us from our sin?  Will it?
Cause this house of mine stands strong…

Confession .208.  Will Somebody Let Me See The Light Within The Dark Trees Shadowing?

“Cut until it bleeds, inside a world without the peace.  Face it – a bit of the truth.  The truth.”

I front like I’m a strong person.  Like, I do my damnedest to come across as strong and put together – which of course sometimes that leads to over-compensating and coming off TOO strong, to the point of abrasiveness… but the point is I really do try to look like shit is together, and stuff won’t affect me.

But in reality, I’m a pretty weak person.  I succumb very easily to my emotions – both positive and negative – and I let those things affect me far more than I probably should.  A lot of times I’m trying so hard to be strong that I actually believe I am – until something happens that rattles me back down to dust again and I’m left wondering how I crumbled so easily.

I let people break me.

Which isn’t exactly their fault, aside from the responsibility they have to take for their own actions.  But I play my own role in it… I let them get to a place where they can do something that breaks me… some would call that being human, desiring to get close to another human in that way… but maybe it’s just not something I’m meant for?

I don’t know.  I just know that I let them in, and they broke me.  So here we are.

It’s amazing the ease with which they drove the knife in, though.  That kind of skill has been… practiced and perfected.  Honed and well-crafted.  So heaven help the next one, I suppose.

Shape || Mine
Body || Freya Body (v5.0) | Belleza
Skin || Lisa Skin (Sun Tan Tone) | Studio Exposure
* Eyemakeup & Lipstick || J’adore Collection Makeup | Studio Exposure | Level Event | new!
* Hairbase || J’adore Hairbase (Brown) | Studio Exposure | Level Event | new!
* Top&Bra || Jolene Top with Bra | Blueberry | new!
Forehead Jewel || Indira Bindi | Swallow
Nosering&Medusa&Labret || Bento Piercing Set 03 | Suicidal Unborn

Pose || Portrait 7 | FoxCity

Location || Backdrop Village

Blogging Tune || “Natural” – Imagine Dragons

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