Blunts and madness fills my lungs, and I am on the floor
When the darkness salts my tongue, I’ll crawl back for more
I’m falling from the sky, but you don’t even care
I see it in your eyes, a cold and blackened stare…
Ok, so I’m not a mermaid, I’m a fairy. But you get the idea. *grins*
I’m such a lazy-ass when I dress lately. Like, I was sitting around chatting with a group of ladies and told them that 9 times out of 10 lately, I toss on something from my Recent folder, which is usually something from a blogger pack that I’ve unpacked sometime in the last 21 days, and I run around half-dressed, unless I’m creating a look to specific guidelines (sorority stuff) or if I’m putting together something for a blog post.
So when comfy stuff like this comes out from Cynful, I’m there. And of course, I love the puns, so Baewatch gives me a good giggle whenever I look at the folder.
Otherwise, my SL has been relatively quiet after purging a few people from it. Pledging just ended so in one sense I’m less busy, but in another sense, my ‘real job’ begins. I’m excited for you all to see them presented publicly at their probate show coming up in a few weeks!
This is a time of change, and a shift in priorities, and moving forward from the things that hurt me – whether they were partially my own doing, mistakes I made, or other circumstances – and so I can just hope to keep those people close to me who offer positivity and support. I think that’s the base of what everyone needs as they push forward to make significant changes… and it’s not that we seek permission – even myself as a submissive/slave in my personal relationships, I don’t seek permission to make these changes at this point in my life – but that we have a soft place to land when we inevitably stumble.
No steps forward are ever easy.
“I swear one day, I’ll make it right. Until then, I will do my time. There’s no place left to go. Now all I know is I’m locked up in a foreign land in a castle made of sand…”
Shape || Mine
Head || Lona Bento Mesh Head (v3.0) | Catwa
Skin || Lisa Skin (Sun Tan Tone) | Studio Exposure
Ears || Shiny Elf Ears | Swallow
* Hair || Avela (Browns) | Stealthic | Collabor88 | recent!
* Outfit (Top & Bottoms) || Baewatch Set | Cynful | recent!
Forehead Jewel & Septum || Indira Face Jewelry | Swallow
Collar || Anya Collar | Salt & Pepper
Pose || Breather Vol 1-3 m | FoxCity
Backdrop || Summertime Backdrop Prop | Astralia
Location || Backdrop City
Blogging Tune || “Sandcastles” – Adam Jensen (ToWonder x Severo Remix)