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Confession .129. Low On Self-Esteem, So You Run On Gasoline…

Are you deranged like me?  Are you strange like me?
Lighting matches just to swallow up the flame like me?
Do you call yourself a fucking hurricane like me?
Pointing fingers cause you’ll never take the blame like me?

Confession .129.  Low On Self-Esteem, So You Run On Gasoline...

“Are you insane like me?  Been in pain like me?”

I just love how… harsh and raw this song is.  I’m pretty sure I’ve blogged it, like, 600 times, but it’s in my head lately because I’m pretty sure I’m going to dance it this weekend at the invitational Display of Riches in Teehra, so I’m trying to work it out.  It’s just kinda short… so some… finagling…

Sorry.  I might’ve gotten lost in music land for a bit.

Dance is still one of my primary passions in SL, and for a long while, I had just been so creatively suppressed that I hadn’t been able to do it.  I can look back at my Flickr feed and find that time in my life as well… and those that know me better likely can too.

In fact, I just tried it.  I can pinpoint exactly, the last photo I took before I met Master, and the first one I took after.  Lol.

Since meeting Master, those stresses that weighed on me so heavily before have slowly, one by one, begun to lift.  Whether He’s consciously helped me work through them, or whether His presence alone has simply helped them to disappear, we’ve managed to get me to the point that I’m free enough to begin dancing again, and I think I was a little bit TOO excited about the prospect of doing so… because I signed up for nearly everything that I could at the time.  And now I’m sitting here like, “Oh, no biggie, I just dance in 3 days and my dance isn’t completely done yet.”

Then again, my last-minute dances were always my best, I guess.  This one’s darker, too… and those were the ones that were the most fun for me to write.  But they resonate the least with the people watching them, I think.  But meh… it’ll be fun, regardless.  We’ll see if Master still claims me afterwards.  Haha!

“Do you tear yourself apart to entertain like me?”

“I think there’s a flaw in my code…”

Shape || Mine
Head || Chloe Bento Head (v3.0) | Lelutka
* Skin || Aurora (T7; Nutmeg) | Lumae
* Lipstick || from the Yulia skin pack | Lumae
Eyes || Hurt Eyes | Izzie’s
* Hair || Tori (Redheads) | Truth Hair | former VIP group gift!
* Outfit || Rawena Set (Black) | Stitched | The Secret Affair | new!
– Welcome to my newest event partnership, The Secret Affair.  I’m grateful to Divine for entrusting me with the creations of her designers, and hope to have begun doing her event justice.
Rings&Nails || Elektra Nails & Rings Set | RealEvil Industries

Pose&Prop || Huntress Bento Pose with Mesh Bow and Arrow | Reve Obscura | on sale!
– The sale at Reve Obscura ends TOMORROW (Sept 21st) so make sure you’re heading over there to pick up your high-quality, bento single poses (male and female), including those with props, for L$25, and bento couples poses for L$50.

Location || Hazardous

Blogging Tune || “Gasoline” – Halsey

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