Confession .39. I’m Ok, I Got Me, I’m Good…

This time, keep Yours cause I got mine…
I ain’t never met nobody better
Nobody loves me like me…

me1final

I lied.

I said I was ok with it.  With all of it.  With being stabbed in the back, with being made to believe that things were ok, with being told there were feelings there only to have them ripped away from me.  I said I was ok.  I said I should have expected it.  After all, fool me once, shame on you; fool me twice…

I said I was ok with it.

But how do you possibly prepare yourself to be walked out on… again?
How do you prepare yourself to have your feelings taken for granted… again?
How do you prepare yourself for the notion that – once again – you were a horrible judge of His character?

I told myself that I should have expected it.  That I should have remembered what I always tell others: “A tiger doesn’t change his stripes, and neither does a weasel.”  So how do I admit that I didn’t expect it?  That it hit me out of nowhere?  That he broke my heart… again?

I said I was ok with it.

I lied.

me2final

*~* Confession .39.  I’m Ok, I Got Me, I’m Good… *~*

..:: Shape ::..  Mine
..:: Head ::.. Tumble Basic Head || Catwa
..:: Skin ::..  Milu Applier (Asia 04 RARE) || Glam Affair || The Gacha Garden
..:: Eyes ::..  Odyssey Eyes (Forest) || IKON
..:: Hair ::..  Ember (Gingers) || Truth Hair || new release!
..:: Body ::..  Lara Body (v3.5) || Maitreya
..:: Face Tear Tattoo ::..  Tears (Faded; Left) || Facade || Sad November || free gift!
* This gift is out at Sad November (Nov. 5th – 26th), and includes tattoo layers for fresh and faded on the right and left sides, as well as an applier HUD for popular mesh heads (including Omega) and a TMP installer, to ensure you can wear it with whatever head you use.
..:: Coat ::..  It’s Raining Men Coat || Entice || Sad November
..:: Pants&Boots ::..  In the Silence || Beautiful Dirty Rich || Sad November
..:: Necklaces ::..  Delicate Set (Gold) || Secrets || Sad November
* This set is sold in a Silver version and a Gold version and comes with 3 separate necklaces: a solid metal choker, a lace choker, and a diamond necklace.  The included HUD lets you change the diamond colors.

..:: Puddle Prop/Poses ::..  Puddle Jumper || The Pose Shop || Sad November
..:: Newspaper Prop/Pose ::..  Newspaper Cover || The Pose Shop || Sad November

..:: Location ::..  Paramour

..:: Blogging Tune ::..  “Me” – Empire Cast ft. Serayah

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